“Oh, heavens! how I tremble, Henri!” she said as she entered the confessional; “you make me come without guards, without a coach. I always tremble lest I should be seen by my people coming out of the Hotel de Nevers. How much longer must I yet conceal myself like a criminal? The Queen was very angry when I avowed the matter to her; and whenever she speaks to me of it, ’tis with her severe air that you know, and which always makes me weep. Oh, I am terribly afraid!”
She was silent; Cinq-Mars replied only with a deep sigh.
“How! you do not speak to me!” she said.
“Are these, then, all your terrors?” asked Cinq-Mars, bitterly.
“Can I have greater? Oh, ‘mon ami’, in what a tone, with what a voice, do you address me! Are you angry because I came too late?”
“Too soon, Madame, much too soon, for the things you are to hear—for I see you are far from prepared for them.”
Marie, affected at the gloomy and bitter tone of his voice, began to weep.
“Alas, what have I done,” she said, “that you should call me Madame, and treat me thus harshly?”
“Be tranquil,” replied Cinq-Mars, but with irony in his tone. “’Tis not, indeed, you who are guilty; but I—I alone; not toward you, but for you.”
“Have you done wrong, then? Have you ordered the death of any one? Oh, no, I am sure you have not, you are so good!”
“What!” said Cinq-Mars, “are you as nothing in my designs? Did I misconstrue your thoughts when you looked at me in the Queen’s boudoir? Can I no longer read in your eyes? Was the fire which animated them that of a love for Richelieu? That admiration which you promised to him who should dare to say all to the King, where is it? Is it all a falsehood?”
Marie burst into tears.
“You still speak to me with bitterness,” she said; “I have not deserved it. Do you suppose, because I speak not of this fearful conspiracy, that I have forgotten it? Do you not see me miserable at the thought? Must you see my tears? Behold them; I shed enough in secret. Henri, believe that if I have avoided this terrible subject in our last interviews, it is from the fear of learning too much. Have I any other thought that that of your dangers? Do I not know that it is for me you incur them? Alas! if you fight for me, have I not also to sustain attacks no less cruel? Happier than I, you have only to combat hatred, while I struggle against friendship. The Cardinal will oppose to you men and weapons; but the Queen, the gentle Anne of Austria, employs only tender advice, caresses, sometimes tears.”