“‘Yes.’
“’But you see her often,
it seems to me-morning and evening. You
are always with her.’
“’Heavens! I do
it to be agreeable to you. Is not Madame de
Campvallon a good associate?’
“’Excellent; only in
general I do not admire female friendships.
But I did wrong to speak to you on this subject.
You have wit and
discretion enough to preserve the proper limits.’
“This, my mother, was what he said to me. I embrace you.
Ever
your
“Marie.”
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“March.
“I hope, my own mother, not to bore you this year with a catalogue of fetes and festivals, lamps and girandoles; for Lent is coming. To-day is Ash-Wednesday. Well, we dance to-morrow evening at Madame d’Oilly’s. I had hoped not to go, but I saw Louis was disappointed, and I feared to offend Madame d’Oilly, who has acted a mother’s part to my husband. Lent here is only an empty name. I sigh to myself: ’Will they never stop! Great heavens! will they never cease amusing themselves?’
“I must confess to you, my
darling mother, I amuse myself too much
to be happy. I depended on
Lent for some time to myself, and see
how they efface the calendar!
“This dear Lent! What a sweet, honest, pious invention it is, notwithstanding. How sensible is our religion! How well it understands human weakness and folly! How far-seeing in its regulations! How indulgent also! for to limit pleasure is to pardon it.
“I also love pleasure—the beautiful toilets that make us resemble flowers, the lighted salons, the music, the gay voices and the dance. Yes, I love all these things; I experience their charming confusion; I palpitate, I inhale their intoxication. But always— always! at Paris in the winter—at the springs in summer—ever this crowd, ever this whirl, this intoxication of pleasure! All become like savages, like negroes, and—dare I say so?—bestial! Alas for Lent!
“He foresaw it.
He told us, as the priest told me this morning:
’Remember you have a soul:
Remember you have duties!—a husband
—a child—a
mother—a God!’
“Then, my mother, we should retire within ourselves; should pass the time in grave thought between the church and our homes; should converse on solemn and serious subjects; and should dwell in the moral world to gain a foothold in heaven! This season is intended as a wholesome interval to prevent our running frivolity into dissipation, and pleasure into convulsion; to prevent our winter’s mask from becoming our permanent visage. This is entirely the opinion of Madame Jaubert.
“Who is this Madame Jaubert? you will ask. She is a little Parisian angel whom my mother would dearly love! I met her almost