Romance of Youth, a — Complete eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 236 pages of information about Romance of Youth, a — Complete.

Romance of Youth, a — Complete eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 236 pages of information about Romance of Youth, a — Complete.

This is what he proposes to do.  He thinks to take her publicly to his house and to blazon her shame before the eyes of everybody!  Maria feels that she is lost.  She rises abruptly and says to him in the tone of a somnambulist:  “That will do.  We will talk of it again.”

She goes away and returns to Montmartre at a crazy woman’s pace, and finds her mother knitting and her sister ready to lay the table-yes! as if nothing at all was the matter.  She takes their hands and falls at their feet!

Ah, poor women!

They had already been very much tried.  The decay of this worthy family was lamentable; but in spite of all, yesterday even, they endured their fate with resignation.  Yes! the economy, the degrading drudgery, the old, mended gowns—­they accepted all this without a murmur.  A noble sentiment sustained and gave them courage.  All three—­the old mother in a linen cap doing the cooking and the washing, the elder sister giving lessons at forty sous, and the little one working in pastels—­were vaguely conscious of representing something very humble, but sacred and noble—­a family without a blemish on their name.  They felt that they moved in an atmosphere of esteem and respect.  “Those ladies upon the first floor have so many accomplishments,” say the neighbors.  Their apartment—­with its stained woodwork, its torn wall, paper, but where they were all united in work and drawn closer and closer to each other in love—­had still the sweetness of a home; and upon their ragged mourning, their dilapidated furniture, the meagre meat soup at night, the pure light of honor gleamed and watched over them.  Now, after this guilty child’s avowal, all this was ended, lost forever!  There was a blemish upon their life of duty and poverty, upon their irreproachable past, even upon the father’s memory.  Certainly the mother and elder sister excused the poor creature who sobbed under their kisses and begged their pardon.  However, when they gazed at each other with red eyes and dry lips, they measured the fall of the family; they saw for the first time how frightful were their destitution and distress; they felt the unbearable feeling of shame glide into their hearts like a sinister and unexpected guest who, at the first glance, makes one understand that he has come to be master of the lodging.  This was the secret, the overwhelming secret, which the distracted Louise Gerard revealed that evening to her only friend, Amedee Violette, acting thus by instinct, as a woman with too heavy a burden throws it to the ground, crying for help.

When she had ended her cruel confidence, to which the poet listened with his face buried in his hands, and he uncovered his face creased and furrowed by the sudden wrinkles of despair, Louise was frightened.

“How I have wounded him!” she thought.  “How he loves Maria!”

But she saw shining in the young man’s eyes a gloomy resolution.

“Very well, Louise,” muttered he, between his teeth.  “Do not tell me any more, I beg of you.  I do not know where to find Maurice at this hour, but he will see me to-morrow morning, rest easy.  If the evil is not repaired—­and at once!”

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