them? Are we less pure than the angels?
Are our souls less separated from the earth than
they will be after death? Oh, Madeleine, what
is there in us wherewith the Lord can be displeased?
Can it be that we pray together, that with faces
prostrate in the dust before His altars, we ask
for early death to take us while yet youth and love
are ours? Or that, musing together beneath
the funereal trees of the churchyard, we yearned
for one grave, smiling at the idea of death, and
weeping at life? Or that, when thou kneelest before
me at the tribunal of penitence, and, speaking
in the presence of God, canst find naught of evil
to reveal to me, so wholly have I kept thy soul in
the pure regions of heaven? What, then, could
offend our Creator? Perhaps—yes!
perhaps some spirit of heaven may have envied me
my happiness when on Easter morn I saw thee kneeling
before me, purified by long austerities from the
slight stain which original sin had left in thee!
Beautiful, indeed, wert thou! Thy glance sought
thy God in heaven, and my trembling hand held His
image to thy pure lips, which human lip had never
dared to breathe upon. Angelic being!
I alone participated in the secret of the Lord,
in the one secret of the entire purity of thy soul;
I it was that united thee to thy Creator, who at
that moment descended also into my bosom.
Ineffable espousals, of which the Eternal himself
was the priest, you alone were permitted between
the virgin and her pastor! the sole joy of each
was to see eternal happiness beginning for the
other, to inhale together the perfumes of heaven, to
drink in already the harmony of the spheres, and
to feel assured that our souls, unveiled to God
and to ourselves alone, were worthy together to
adore Him.
“’What scruple still
weighs upon thy soul, O my sister? Dost thou
think I have offered too high a
worship to thy virtue? Fearest thou
so pure an admiration should deter
me from that of the Lord?’”
Houmain had reached this point when the door through
which the witnesses had withdrawn suddenly opened.
The judges anxiously whispered together. Laubardemont,
uncertain as to the meaning of this, signed to the
fathers to let him know whether this was some scene
executed by their orders; but, seated at some distance
from him, and themselves taken by surprise, they could
not make him understand that they had not prepared
this interruption. Besides, ere they could exchange
looks, to the amazement of the assembly, three women,
‘en chemise’, with naked feet, each with
a cord round her neck and a wax taper in her hand,
came through the door and advanced to the middle of
the platform. It was the Superior of the Ursulines,
followed by Sisters Agnes and Claire. Both the
latter were weeping; the Superior was very pale, but
her bearing was firm, and her eyes were fixed and
tearless. She knelt; her companions followed her
example. Everything was in such confusion that
no one thought of checking them; and in a clear, firm
voice she pronounced these words, which resounded
in every corner of the hall: