“He loves me; I believe he loves me entirely.  To love is easier and more natural for him than for other men.  They have in life ideas they think superior to love—­faith, habits, interests.  They believe in God, or in duties, or in themselves.  He believes in me only.  I am his God, his duty, and his life.”

Then she thought: 

“It is true, too, that he needs nobody, not even me.  His thoughts alone are a magnificent world in which he could easily live by himself.  But I can not live without him.  What would become of me if I did not have him?”

She was not alarmed by the violent passion that he had for her.  She recalled that she had said to him one day:  “Your love for me is only sensual.  I do not complain of it; it is perhaps the only true love.”  And he had replied:  “It is also the only grand and strong love.  It has its measure and its weapons.  It is full of meaning and of images.  It is violent and mysterious.  It attaches itself to the flesh and to the soul of the flesh.  The rest is only illusion and untruth.”  She was almost tranquil in her joy.  Suspicions and anxieties had fled like the mists of a summer storm.  The worst weather of their love had come when they had been separated from each other.  One should never leave the one whom one loves.

At the corner of the Avenue Marceau and of the Rue Galilee, she divined rather than recognized a shadow that had passed by her, a forgotten form.  She thought, she wished to think, she was mistaken.  The one whom she thought she had seen existed no longer, never had existed.  It was a spectre seen in the limbo of another world, in the darkness of a half light.  And she continued to walk, retaining of this ill-defined meeting an impression of coldness, of vague embarrassment, and of pain in the heart.

As she proceeded along the avenue she saw coming toward her newspaper carriers holding the evening sheets announcing the new Cabinet.  She traversed the square; her steps followed the happy impatience of her desire.  She had visions of Jacques waiting for her at the foot of the stairway, among the marble figures; taking her in his arms and carrying her, trembling from kisses, to that room full of shadows and of delights, where the sweetness of life made her forget life.

But in the solitude of the Avenue MacMahon, the shadow which she had seen at the corner of the Rue Galilee came near her with a directness that was unmistakable.

She recognized Robert Le Menil, who, having followed her from the quay, was stopping her at the most quiet and secure place.

His air, his attitude, expressed the simplicity of motive which had formerly pleased Therese.  His face, naturally harsh, darkened by sunburn, somewhat hollowed, but calm, expressed profound suffering.

“I must speak to you.”

She slackened her pace.  He walked by her side.

“I have tried to forget you.  After what had happened it was natural, was it not?  I have done all I could.  It was better to forget you, surely; but I could not.  So I bought a boat, and I have been travelling for six months.  You know, perhaps?”