greatest affliction of mind, call to my recollection
the last moments of this worthy man, who still received
with so much pleasure, Leneips and myself, the only
friends whom the sight of his sufferings did not separate
from him until his last hour, when he was reduced
to devouring with his eyes the repasts he had placed
before us, scarcely having the power of swallowing
a few drops of weak tea, which came up again a moment
afterwards. But before these days of sorrow,
how many have I passed at his house, with the chosen
friends he had made himself! At the head of the
list I place the Abbe Prevot, a very amiable man,
and very sincere, whose heart vivified his writings,
worthy of immortality, and who, neither in his disposition
nor in society, had the least of the melancholy coloring
he gave to his works. Procope, the physician,
a little Esop, a favorite with the ladies; Boulanger,
the celebrated posthumous author of ’Despotisme
Oriental’, and who, I am of opinion extended
the systems of Mussard on the duration of the world.
The female part of his friends consisted of Madam
Denis, niece to Voltaire, who, at that time, was nothing
more than a good kind of woman, and pretended not
to wit: Madam Vanloo, certainly not handsome,
but charming, and who sang like an angel: Madam
de Valmalette, herself, who sang also, and who, although
very thin, would have been very amiable had she had
fewer pretensions. Such, or very nearly such,
was the society of M. Mussard, with which I should
had been much pleased, had not his conchyliomania
more engaged my attention; and I can say, with great
truth, that, for upwards of six months, I worked with
him in his cabinet with as much pleasure as he felt
himself.
He had long insisted upon the virtue of the waters
of Passy, that they were proper in my case, and recommended
me to come to his house to drink them. To withdraw
myself from the tumult of the city, I at length consented,
and went to pass eight or ten days at Passy, which,
on account of my being in the country, were of more
service to me than the waters I drank during my stay
there. Mussard played the violincello, and was
passionately found of Italian music. This was
the subject of a long conversation we had one evening
after supper, particularly the ‘opera-buffe’
we had both seen in Italy, and with which we were highly
delighted. My sleep having forsaken me in the
night, I considered in what manner it would be possible
to give in France an idea of this kind of drama.
The ‘Amours de Ragonde’ did not in the
least resemble it. In the morning, whilst I took
my walk and drank the waters, I hastily threw together
a few couplets to which I adapted such airs as occurred
to me at the moments. I scribbled over what
I had composed, in a kind of vaulted saloon at the
end of the garden, and at tea. I could not refrain
from showing the airs to Mussard and to Mademoiselle
du Vernois, his ‘gouvernante’, who was
a very good and amiable girl. Three pieces of