of men of merit. M. le Blond, de St. Cyr, Carrio
Altuna, and a Forlinian gentleman, whose name I am
very sorry to have forgotten, and whom I never call
to my recollection without emotion: he was the
man of all I ever knew whose heart most resembled my
own. We were connected with two or three Englishmen
of great wit and information, and, like ourselves,
passionately fond of music. All these gentlemen
had their wives, female friends, or mistresses:
the latter were most of them women of talents, at
whose apartments there were balls and concerts.
There was but little play; a lively turn, talents,
and the theatres rendered this amusement incipid.
Play is the resource of none but men whose time hangs
heavy on their hands. I had brought with me from
Paris the prejudice of that city against Italian music;
but I had also received from nature a sensibility
and niceness of distinction which prejudice cannot
withstand. I soon contracted that passion for
Italian music with which it inspires all those who
are capable of feeling its excellence. In listening
to barcaroles, I found I had not yet known what singing
was, and I soon became so fond of the opera that,
tired of babbling, eating, and playing in the boxes
when I wished to listen, I frequently withdrew from
the company to another part of the theater. There,
quite alone, shut up in my box, I abandoned myself,
notwithstanding the length of the representation,
to the pleasure of enjoying it at ease unto the conclusion.
One evening at the theatre of Saint Chrysostom, I
fell into a more profound sleep than I should have
done in my bed. The loud and brilliant airs
did not disturb my repose. But who can explain
the delicious sensations given me by the soft harmony
of the angelic music, by which I was charmed from
sleep; what an awaking! what ravishment! what ecstasy,
when at the same instant I opened my ears and eyes!
My first idea was to believe I was in paradise.
The ravishing air, which I still recollect and shall
never forget, began with these words:
Conservami
la bella,
Che
si m’accende il cor.
I was desirous of having it; I had and kept it for
a time; but it was not the same thing upon paper as
in my head. The notes were the same but the
thing was different. This divine composition
can never be executed but in my mind, in the same
manner as it was the evening on which it woke me from
sleep.
A kind of music far superior, in my opinion, to that
of operas, and which in all Italy has not its equal,
nor perhaps in the whole world, is that of the ‘scuole’.
The ‘scuole’ are houses of charity, established
for the education of young girls without fortune,
to whom the republic afterwards gives a portion either
in marriage or for the cloister. Amongst talents
cultivated in these young girls, music is in the first
rank. Every Sunday at the church of each of
the four ‘scuole’, during vespers, motettos