who, to the merit of serving him well, could join
the baseness of being the toad-eater of his gentlemen,
without honor, merit, or principles. He wished
to retain, and humble me, by keeping me far from my
country, and his own, without money to return to either,
and in which he would, perhaps, had succeeded, had
he began with more moderation: but Vitali, who
had other views, and wished to force me to extremities,
carried his point. The moment I perceived, I
lost all my trouble, that the ambassador imputed to
me my services as so many crimes, instead of being
satisfied with them; that with him I had nothing to
expect, but things disagreeable at home, and injustice
abroad; and that, in the general disesteem into which
he was fallen, his ill offices might be prejudicial
to me, without the possibility of my being served by
his good ones; I took my resolution, and asked him
for my dismission, leaving him sufficient time to
provide himself with another secretary. Without
answering yes or no, he continued to treat me in the
same manner, as if nothing had been said. Perceiving
things to remain in the same state, and that he took
no measures to procure himself a new secretary, I wrote
to his brother, and, explaining to him my motives,
begged he would obtain my dismission from his excellency,
adding that whether I received it or not, I could
not possibly remain with him. I waited a long
time without any answer, and began to be embarrassed:
but at length the ambassador received a letter from
his brother, which must have remonstrated with him
in very plain terms; for although he was extremely
subject to ferocious rage, I never saw him so violent
as on this occasion. After torrents of unsufferable
reproaches, not knowing what more to say, he accused
me of having sold his ciphers. I burst into
a loud laughter, and asked him, in a sneering manner,
if he thought there was in Venice a man who would be
fool enough to give half a crown for them all.
He threatened to call his servants to throw me out
of the window. Until then I had been very composed;
but on this threat, anger and indignation seized me
in my turn. I sprang to the door, and after having
turned a button which fastened it within: “No,
count,” said I, returning to him with a grave
step, “Your servants shall have nothing to do
with this affair; please to let it be settled between
ourselves.” My action and manner instantly
made him calm; fear and surprise were marked in his
countenance. The moment I saw his fury abated,
I bid him adieu in a very few words, and without waiting
for his answer, went to the door, opened it, and passed
slowly across the antechamber, through the midst of
his people, who rose according to custom, and who,
I am of opinion, would rather have lent their assistance
against him than me. Without going back to my
apartment, I descended the stairs, and immediately
went out of the palace never more to enter it.