least as fine, and where I had tamed a great number
of birds, was my drawing-room, in which I received
M. and Madam de Luxembourg, the Duke of Villeroy, the
Prince of Tingry, the Marquis of Armentieres, the
Duchess of Montmorency, the Duchess of Bouffiers,
the Countess of Valentinois, the Countess of Boufflers,
and other persons of the first rank; who, from the
castle disdained not to make, over a very fatiguing
mountain, the pilgrimage of Mont Louis. I owed
all these visits to the favor of M. and Madam de Luxembourg;
this I felt, and my heart on that account did them
all due homage. It was with the same sentiment
that I once said to M. de Luxembourg, embracing him:
“Ah! Monsieur le Marechal, I hated the
great before I knew you, and I have hated them still
more since you have shown me with what ease they might
acquire universal respect.” Further than
this I defy any person with whom I was then acquainted,
to say I was ever dazzled for an instant with splendor,
or that the vapor of the incense I received ever affected
my head; that I was less uniform in my manner, less
plain in my dress, less easy of access to people of
the lowest rank, less familiar with neighbors, or
less ready to render service to every person when
I had it in my power so to do, without ever once being
discouraged by the numerous and frequently unreasonable
importunities with which I was incessantly assailed.
Although my heart led me to the castle of Montmorency,
by my sincere attachment to those by whom it was inhabited,
it by the same means drew me back to the neighborhood
of it, there to taste the sweets of the equal and
simple life, in which my only happiness consisted.
Theresa had contracted a friendship with the daughter
of one of my neighbors, a mason of the name of Pilleu;
I did the same with the father, and after having dined
at the castle, not without some constraint, to please
Madam de Luxembourg, with what eagerness did I return
in the evening to sup with the good man Pilleu and
his family, sometimes at his own house and at others,
at mine.
Besides my two lodgings in the country, I soon had
a third at the Hotel de Luxembourg, the proprietors
of which pressed me so much to go and see them there,
that I consented, notwithstanding my aversion to Paris,
where, since my retiring to the Hermitage, I had been
but twice, upon the two occasions of which I have
spoken. I did not now go there except on the
days agreed upon, solely to supper, and the next morning
I returned to the country. I entered and came
out by the garden which faces the boulevard, so that
I could with the greatest truth, say I had not set
my foot upon the stones of Paris.