Confessions of J. J. Rousseau, the — Volume 06 eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 69 pages of information about Confessions of J. J. Rousseau, the — Volume 06.

Confessions of J. J. Rousseau, the — Volume 06 eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 69 pages of information about Confessions of J. J. Rousseau, the — Volume 06.
that I have pursued my own for a much longer period with success.  After reading a few pages of an author with close application, my understanding is bewildered, and should I obstinately continue, I tire myself to no purpose, a stupefaction seizes me, and I am no longer conscious of what I read; but in a succession of various subjects, one relieves me from the fatigue of the other, and without finding respite necessary, I can follow them with pleasure.

I took advantage of this observation in the plan of my studies, taking care to intermingle them in such a manner that I was never weary:  it is true that domestic and rural concerns furnished many pleasing relaxations; but as my eagerness for improvement increased, I contrived to find opportunities for my studies, frequently employing myself about two things at the same time, without reflecting that both were consequently neglected.

In relating so many trifling details, which delight me, but frequently tire my reader, I make use of the caution to suppress a great number, though, perhaps, he would have no idea of this, if I did not take care to inform him of it:  for example, I recollect with pleasure all the different methods I adopted for the distribution of my time, in such a manner as to produce the utmost profit and pleasure.  I may say, that the portion of my life which I passed in this retirement, though in continual ill-health, was that in which I was least idle and least wearied.  Two or three months were thus employed in discovering the bent of my genius; meantime, I enjoyed, in the finest season of the year, and in a spot it rendered delightful, the charms of a life whose worth I was so highly sensible of, in such a society, as free as it was charming; if a union so perfect, and the extensive knowledge I purposed to acquire, can be called society.  It seemed to me as if I already possessed the improvements I was only in pursuit of:  or rather better, since the pleasure of learning constituted a great part of my happiness.

I must pass over these particulars, which were to me the height of enjoyment, but are too trivial to bear repeating:  indeed, true happiness is indescribable, it is only to be felt, and this consciousness of felicity is proportionately more, the less able we are to describe it; because it does not absolutely result from a concourse of favorable incidents, but is an affection of the mind itself.  I am frequently guilty of repetitions, but should be infinitely more so, did I repeat the same thing as often as it recurs with pleasure to my mind.  When at length my variable mode of life was reduced to a more uniform course, the following was nearly the distribution of time which I adopted:  I rose every morning before the sun, and passed through a neighboring orchard into a pleasant path, which, running by a vineyard, led towards Chambery.  While walking, I offered up my prayers, not by a vain motion of the lips, but a sincere elevation of my

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