He found striking analogies between a hit in ‘quarte’ or ‘tierce’ with the intervals of music which bears those names:  when he made a feint he cried out, “take care of this ’diesis’,” because anciently they called the ‘diesis’ a feint:  and when he had made the foil fly from my hand, he would add, with a sneer, that this was a pause:  in a word, I never in my life saw a more insupportable pedant.

I made, therefore, but little progress in my exercises, which I presently quitted from pure disgust; but I succeeded better in an art of a thousand times more value, namely, that of being content with my situation, and not desiring one more brilliant, for which I began to be persuaded that Nature had not designed me.  Given up to the endeavor of rendering Madam de Warrens happy, I was ever best pleased when in her company, and, notwithstanding my fondness for music, began to grudge the time I employed in giving lessons to my scholars.

I am ignorant whether Anet perceived the full extent of our union; but I am inclined to think he was no stranger to it.  He was a young man of great penetration, and still greater discretion; who never belied his sentiments, but did not always speak them:  without giving me the least hint that he was acquainted with our intimacy, he appeared by his conduct to be so; nor did this moderation proceed from baseness of soul, but, having entered entirely into the principles of his mistress, he could not reasonably disapprove of the natural consequences of them.  Though as young as herself, he was so grave and thoughtful, that he looked on us as two children who required indulgence, and we regarded him as a respectable man, whose esteem we had to preserve.  It was not until after she was unfaithful to Anet, that I learned the strength of her attachment to him.  She was fully sensible that I only thought, felt, or lived for her; she let me see, therefore, how much she loved Anet, that I might love him likewise, and dwell less on her friendship, than on her esteem, for him, because this was the sentiment that I could most fully partake of.  How often has she affected our hearts and made us embrace with tears, by assuring us that we were both necessary to her happiness!  Let not women read this with an ill-natured smile; with the temperament she possessed, this necessity was not equivocal, it was only that of the heart.

Thus there was established, among us three, a union without example, perhaps, on the face of the earth.  All our wishes, our cares, our very hearts, were for each other, and absolutely confined to this little circle.  The habit of living together, and living exclusively from the rest of the world, became so strong, that if at our repasts one of the three was wanting, or a fourth person came in, everything seemed deranged; and, notwithstanding our particular attachments, even our tete-a-tete were less agreeable than our reunion.  What banished every species of constraint from our little community, was a lively reciprocal