Confessions of J. J. Rousseau, the — Volume 04 eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 60 pages of information about Confessions of J. J. Rousseau, the — Volume 04.

Confessions of J. J. Rousseau, the — Volume 04 eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 60 pages of information about Confessions of J. J. Rousseau, the — Volume 04.
assembly collectively, as if nothing had been said.  Judge my embarrassment!—­a man so bashful to speak, not only in public, but before the whole of the Senate of Berne! to speak impromptu, without a single moment for recollection; it was enough to annihilate me—­I was not even intimidated.  I described distinctly and clearly the commission of the Archimandrite; extolled the piety of those princes who had contributed, and to heighten that of their excellencies by emulation, added that less could not be expected from their well—­known munificence; then, endeavoring to prove that this good work was equally interesting to all Christians, without distinction of sect; and concluded by promising the benediction of Heaven to all those who took part in it.  I will not say that my discourse was the cause of our success, but it was certainly well received; and on our quitting the Archimandrite was gratified by a very genteel present, to which some very handsome compliments were added on the understanding of his secretary; these I had the agreeable office of interpreting; but could not take courage to render them literally.

This was the only time in my life that I spoke in public, and before a sovereign; and the only time, perhaps, that I spoke boldly and well.  What difference in the disposition of the same person.  Three years ago, having been to see my old friend, M. Roguin, at Yverdon, I received a deputation to thank me for some books I had presented to the library of that city; the Swiss are great speakers; these gentlemen, accordingly, made me a long harangue, which I thought myself obliged in honor to answer, but so embarrassed myself in the attempt, that my head became confused, I stopped short, and was laughed at.  Though naturally timid, I have sometimes acted with confidence in my youth, but never in my advanced age:  the more I have seen of the world the less I have been able to adapt its manners.

On leaving Berne, we went to Soleurre:  the Archimandrite designing to re-enter Germany, and return through Hungary or Poland to his own country.  This would have been a prodigious tour; but as the contents of his purse rather increased than diminished during his journey, he was in no haste to return.  For me, who was almost as much pleased on horseback as on foot, I would have desired no better than to have travelled thus during my whole life; but it was pre-ordained that my journey should soon end.

The first thing we did after our arrival at Soleurre, was to pay our respects to the French ambassador there.  Unfortunately for my bishop, this chanced to be the Marquis de Bonac, who had been ambassador at the Porte, and was acquainted with every particular relative to the Holy Sepulchre.  The Archimandrite had an audience that lasted about a quarter of an hour, to which I was not admitted, as the ambassador spoke French and Italian at least as well as myself.  On my Grecian’s retiring, I was prepared to follow

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