upon which I went through Lombardy, and towards the
end of September arrived at Rome, where the Marechal
d’Estrees, who resided there as ambassador, gave
me such instructions for my behaviour as I followed
to a tittle. Though I had no design to be an
ecclesiastic, yet since I wore a cassock I was resolved
to acquire some reputation at the Pope’s Court.
I compassed my design very happily, avoiding any
appearance of gallantry and lewdness, and my dress
being grave to the last degree; but for all this I
was at a vast expense, having fine liveries, a very
splendid equipage, and a train of seven or eight gentlemen,
whereof four were Knights of Malta. I disputed
in the Colleges of Sapienza (not to be compared for
learning with those of the Sorbonne), and fortune
continued still to raise me. For the Prince
de Schomberg, the Emperor’s ambassador, sent
me word one day, while I was playing at ‘balon’
at the baths of Antoninus, to leave the place clear
for him. I answered that I could have refused
his Excellency nothing asked in a civil manner, but
since it was commanded, I would have him to know that
I would obey the orders of no ambassador whatever,
but that of the King, my master. Being urged
a second time by one of his attendants to leave the
place, I stood upon my own defence, and the Germans,
more, in my opinion, out of contempt of the few people
I had with me than out of any other consideration,
let the affair drop. This bold carriage of so
modest an abbe, to an ambassador who never went abroad
without one hundred musketeers on horseback to attend
him, made a great noise in Rome, and was much taken
notice of by Cardinal Mazarin.
The Cardinal de Richelieu’s health declining,
the archbishopric of Paris was now almost within my
ken, which, together with other prospects of good
benefices, made me resolve not to fling off the cassock
but upon honourable terms and valuable considerations;
but having nothing yet within my view that I could
be sure of, I resolved to distinguish myself in my
own profession by all the methods I could. I
retired from the world, studied very hard, saw but
very few men, and had no more correspondence with
any of the female sex, except Madame de -------.
The devil had appeared to the Princesse de Guemenee
just a fortnight before this adventure happened, and
was often raised by the conjurations of M. d’Andilly,
to frighten his votary, I believe, into piety, for
he was even more in love with her person than I myself;
but he loved her in the Lord, purely and spiritually.
I raised, in my turn, a demon that appeared to her
in a more kind and agreeable form. In six weeks
I got her away from Port Royal; I was very diligent
in paying her my respects, and the satisfaction I
had in her company, with some other agreeable diversions,
qualified in a great measure the chagrin which attended
my profession, to which I was not yet heartily reconciled.
This enchantment had like to have raised such a storm
as would have given a new face to the affairs of Europe
if fortune had been ever so little on my side.