Every preparation for war was made, and nothing else talked of at Court; and, to make my brother still more obnoxious to the Huguenots, he had the command of an army given him.  Genisac came and informed me of the rough message he had been dismissed with.  Hereupon I went directly to the closet of the Queen my mother, where I found the King.  I expressed my resentment at being deceived by him, and at being cajoled by his promise to accompany me from Paris to Poitiers, which, as it now appeared, was a mere pretence.  I represented that I did not marry by my own choice, but entirely agreeable to the advice of King Charles, the Queen my mother, and himself; that, since they had given him to me for a husband, they ought not to hinder me from partaking of his fortunes; that I was resolved to go to him, and that if I had not their leave, I would get away how I could, even at the hazard of my life.  The King answered:  “Sister, it is not now a time to importune me for leave.  I acknowledge that I have, as you say, hitherto prevented you from going, in order to forbid it altogether.  From the time the King of Navarre changed his religion, and again became a Huguenot, I have been against your going to him.  What the Queen my mother and I are doing is for your good.  I am determined to carry on a war of extermination until this wretched religion of the Huguenots, which is of so mischievous a nature, is no more.  Consider, my sister, if you, who are a Catholic, were once in their hands, you would become a hostage for me, and prevent my design.  And who knows but they might seek their revenge upon me by taking away your life?  No, you shall not go amongst them; and if you leave us in the manner you have now mentioned, rely upon it that you will make the Queen your mother and me your bitterest enemies, and that we shall use every means to make you feel the effects of our resentment; and, moreover, you will make your husband’s situation worse instead of better.”

I went from this audience with much dissatisfaction, and, taking advice of the principal persons of both sexes belonging to Court whom I esteemed my friends, I found them all of opinion that it would be exceedingly improper for me to remain in a Court now at open variance with the King my husband.  They recommended me not to stay at Court whilst the war lasted, saying it would be more honourable for me to leave the kingdom under the pretence of a pilgrimage, or a visit to some of my kindred.  The Princesse de Roche-sur-Yon was amongst those I consulted upon the occasion, who was on the point of setting off for Spa to take the waters there.