her at the angle of view from which the life she was
leading and the society to which she clung appeared
in its true relation to real human needs and worthy
social structure, he effected a conversion and a conviction
of sin comparable to the most sensational feats of
General Booth or Gypsy Smith. Clara’s snobbery
went bang. Life suddenly began to move with her.
Without knowing how or why, she began to make friends
and enemies. Some of the acquaintances to whom
she had been a tedious or indifferent or ridiculous
affliction, dropped her: others became cordial.
To her amazement she found that some “quite
nice” people were saturated with Wells, and
that this accessibility to ideas was the secret of
their niceness. People she had thought deeply
religious, and had tried to conciliate on that tack
with disastrous results, suddenly took an interest
in her, and revealed a hostility to conventional religion
which she had never conceived possible except among
the most desperate characters. They made her read
Galsworthy; and Galsworthy exposed the vanity of Largelady
Park and finished her. It exasperated her to
think that the dungeon in which she had languished
for so many unhappy years had been unlocked all the
time, and that the impulses she had so carefully struggled
with and stifled for the sake of keeping well with
society, were precisely those by which alone she could
have come into any sort of sincere human contact.
In the radiance of these discoveries, and the tumult
of their reaction, she made a fool of herself as freely
and conspicuously as when she so rashly adopted Eliza’s
expletive in Mrs. Higgins’s drawing-room; for
the new-born Wellsian had to find her bearings almost
as ridiculously as a baby; but nobody hates a baby
for its ineptitudes, or thinks the worse of it for
trying to eat the matches; and Clara lost no friends
by her follies. They laughed at her to her face
this time; and she had to defend herself and fight
it out as best she could.
When Freddy paid a visit to Earlscourt (which he never
did when he could possibly help it) to make the desolating
announcement that he and his Eliza were thinking of
blackening the Largelady scutcheon by opening a shop,
he found the little household already convulsed by
a prior announcement from Clara that she also was
going to work in an old furniture shop in Dover Street,
which had been started by a fellow Wellsian. This
appointment Clara owed, after all, to her old social
accomplishment of Push. She had made up her mind
that, cost what it might, she would see Mr. Wells
in the flesh; and she had achieved her end at a garden
party. She had better luck than so rash an enterprise
deserved. Mr. Wells came up to her expectations.
Age had not withered him, nor could custom stale his
infinite variety in half an hour. His pleasant
neatness and compactness, his small hands and feet,
his teeming ready brain, his unaffected accessibility,
and a certain fine apprehensiveness which stamped
him as susceptible from his topmost hair to his tipmost
toe, proved irresistible. Clara talked of nothing
else for weeks and weeks afterwards. And as she
happened to talk to the lady of the furniture shop,
and that lady also desired above all things to know
Mr. Wells and sell pretty things to him, she offered
Clara a job on the chance of achieving that end through
her.