File No. 113 eBook

Émile Gaboriau
This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 532 pages of information about File No. 113.

File No. 113 eBook

Émile Gaboriau
This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 532 pages of information about File No. 113.

“Oh, Raoul, my dear son,” cried Mme. Fauvel in an agony of terror, “explain these dreadful words; am I not your mother?  Tell me what distresses you; I am ready to hear the worst.”

He appeared to hesitate, as if afraid to crush his mother’s heart by the terrible blow he was about to inflict.  Then in a voice of gloomy despair he replied: 

“I am ruined.”

“Ruined?”

“Yes, ruined; and I have nothing more to expect or hope for.  I am dishonored, and all through my own fault; no one is to be blamed but myself.”

“Raoul!”

“It is the sad truth, my poor mother; but fear nothing:  I shall not trail in the dust the name which you bestowed upon me.  I will at least have the courage not to survive my dishonor.  Come, mother, don’t pity me, or distress yourself; I am one of those miserable beings fated to find no peace save in the arms of death.  I came into the world with misfortune stamped upon my brow.  Was not my birth a shame and disgrace to you?  Did not the memory of my existence haunt you day and night, filling your soul with remorse?  And now, when I am restored to you after many years’ separation, do I not prove to be a bitter curse instead of a blessing?”

“Ungrateful boy!  Have I ever reproached you?”

“Never!  Your poor Raoul will die with your beloved name on his lips; his last words a prayer to Heaven to heap blessings upon your head, and reward your long-suffering devotion.”

“Die?  You die, my son!”

“It must be, my dear mother; honor compels it.  I am condemned by judges from whose decision no appeal can be taken—­my conscience and my will.”

An hour ago, Mme. Fauvel would have sworn that Raoul had made her suffer all the torments that a woman could endure; but now she felt that all her former troubles were nothing compared with her present agony.

“My God!  Raoul, what have you been doing?”

“Money was intrusted to me:  I gambled and lost it.”

“Was it a large sum?”

“No; but more than I can replace.  My poor mother, have I not taken everything from you?  Did you not give me your last jewel?”

“But M. de Clameran is rich.  He placed his fortune at my disposal.  I will order the carriage, and go to him.”

“But M. de Clameran is absent, and will not return to Paris until next week; and if I do not have the money this evening, I am lost.  Alas!  I have thought deeply, and, although it is hard to die so young, still fate wills it so.”

He pulled a pistol from his pocket, and, with a forced smile, said: 

“This will settle everything.”

Mme. Fauvel was too excited and frightened to reflect upon the horror of Raoul’s behavior, and that these wild threats were a last resort for obtaining money.  Forgetful of the past, careless of the future, her every thought concentrated upon the present, she comprehended but one fact:  that her son was about to commit suicide, and that she was powerless to prevent the fearful deed.

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