The Widow Lerouge eBook

Émile Gaboriau
This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 460 pages of information about The Widow Lerouge.

The Widow Lerouge eBook

Émile Gaboriau
This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 460 pages of information about The Widow Lerouge.

But he knew how to appear unmoved.  His face had contracted the habit of guarding the secret of the most violent internal excitement.  While all his passions vibrated within him, he appeared to listen with a sad and almost indifferent coldness.

“Permit me, sir,” he said to the count “without overstepping the bounds of the utmost respect, to say a few words.  I am touched more than I can express by your goodness; and yet I beseech you, to delay its manifestation.  The proposition I am about to suggest may perhaps appear to you worthy of consideration.  It seems to me that the situation demands the greatest delicacy on my part.  It is well to despise public opinion, but not to defy it.  I am certain to be judged with the utmost severity.  If I install myself so suddenly in your house, what will be said?  I shall have the appearance of a conqueror, who thinks little, so long as he succeeds, of passing over the body of the conquered.  They will reproach me with occupying the bed still warm from Albert’s body.  They will jest bitterly at my haste in taking possession.  They will certainly compare me to Albert, and the comparison will be to my disadvantage, since I should appear to triumph at a time when a great disaster has fallen upon our house.”

The count listened without showing any signs of disapprobation, struck perhaps by the justice of these reasons.  Noel imagined that his harshness was much more feigned than real; and this idea encouraged him.

“I beseech you then, sir,” he continued, “to permit me for the present in no way to change my mode of living, By not showing myself, I leave all malicious remarks to waste themselves in air,—­I let public opinion the better familiarise itself with the idea of a coming change.  There is a great deal in not taking the world by surprise.  Being expected, I shall not have the air of an intruder on presenting myself.  Absent, I shall have the advantages which the unknown always possess; I shall obtain the good opinion of all those who have envied Albert; and I shall secure as champions all those who would to-morrow assail me, if my elevation came suddenly upon them.  Besides, by this delay, I shall accustom myself to my abrupt change of fortune.  I ought not to bring into your world, which is now mine, the manners of a parvenu.  My name ought not to inconvenience me, like a badly fitting coat.”

“Perhaps it would be wisest,” murmured the count.

This assent, so easily obtained, surprised Noel.  He got the idea that the count had only wished to prove him, to tempt him.  In any case, whether he had triumphed by his eloquence, or whether he had simply shunned a trap, he had succeeded.  His confidence increased; he recovered all his former assurance.

“I must add, sir,” he continued, “that there are a few matters concerning myself which demand my attention.  Before entering upon my new life, I must think of those I am leaving behind me.  I have friends and clients.  This event has surprised me, just as I am beginning to reap the reward of ten years of hard work and perseverance.  I have as yet only sown; I am on the point of reaping.  My name is already known; I have obtained some little influence.  I confess, without shame, that I have heretofore professed ideas and opinions that would not be suited to this house; and it is impossible in the space of a day—­”

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