Coniston — Volume 04 eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 216 pages of information about Coniston — Volume 04.

Coniston — Volume 04 eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 216 pages of information about Coniston — Volume 04.

It is often mercifully ordained that the mightiest blows of misfortune are tempered for us.  During the winter evenings in Coniston, Cynthia had read little newspaper attacks on Jethro, and scorned them as the cowardly devices of enemies.  They had been, indeed, but guarded and covert allusions—­grimaces from a safe distance.  Cynthia’s first sensation as she read was anger—­anger so intense as to send all the blood in her body rushing to her head.  But what was this?  “Right had found a champion at last” in—­in Isaac D. Worthington!  That was the first blow, and none but Cynthia knew the weight of it.  It sank but slowly into her consciousness, and slowly the blood left her face, slowly but surely:  left it at length as white as the lace curtain of the window which she clutched in her distress.  Words which somebody had spoken were ringing in her ears.  Whatever happens!  “Whatever happens I will never desert you, never deny you, as long as I live.”  This, then, was what he had meant by newspapers, and why he had come to her!

The sisters, watching her, cried out in dismay.  There was no need to tell them that they were looking on at a tragedy, and all the love and sympathy in their hearts went out to her.

“Cynthia!  Cynthia!  What is it?” cried Susan, who, thinking she would faint, seized her in her arms.  “What have I done?”

Cynthia did not faint, being made of sterner substance.  Gently, but with that inexorable instinct of her kind which compels them to look for reliance within themselves even in the direst of extremities, Cynthia released herself from Susan’s embrace and put a hand to her forehead.

“Will you leave me here a little while—­alone?” she said.

It was Jane now who drew Susan out and shut the door of the parlor after them.  In utter misery they waited on the stairs while Cynthia fought out her battle for herself.

When they were gone she sank down into the big chair under the reading lamp—­the very chair in which he had sat only two nights before.  She saw now with a terrible clearness the thing which for so long had been but a vague premonition of disaster, and for a while she forgot the clippings.  And when after a space the touch of them in her hand brought them back to her remembrance, she lacked the courage to read them through.  But not for long.  Suddenly her fear of them gave place to a consuming hatred of the man who had inspired these articles:  of Isaac D. Worthington, for she knew that he must have inspired them.  And then she began again to read them.

Truth, though it come perverted from the mouth of an enemy, has in itself a note to which the soul responds, let the mind deny as vehemently as it will.  Cynthia read, and as she read her body was shaken with sobs, though the tears came not.  Could it be true?  Could the least particle of the least of these fearful insinuations be true?  Oh, the treason of those whispers in a voice that was surely not her own, and

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