“Ian, I would like to be such a butterfly in your eyes at this moment; perhaps the insignificant means of making you see the near thing to do, and by doing it get a step on towards the Far Thing.  You used always to think of the Far Thing.  Ah, what ambition you had when I first knew you on the Zambesi, when the old red umbrella, but for you, would have carried me over into the mist and the thunder!  Well, you have lost that ambition.  I know why you came out here.  No one ever told me.  The thing behind the words in your letter tells me plainer than words.  The last time I saw you in London—­do you remember when it was?  It was the day that Rudyard Byng drove Krool into Park Lane with the sjambok.  Well, that last time, when I met you in the hall as we were both leaving a house of trouble, I felt the truth.  Do you remember the day I went to see you when Mr. Mappin came?  I felt the truth then more.  I often wondered how I could ever help you in the old days.  That was an ambition of mine.  But I had no brains—­no brains like Jasmine’s and many another woman; and I was never able to do anything.  But now I feel as I never felt anything before in my life.  I feel that my time and my chance have come.  I feel like a prophetess, like Miriam,—­or was it Deborah?—­and that I must wind the horn of warning as you walk on the edge of the precipice.

“Ian, it’s only little souls who do the work that should be left to Allah, and I don’t believe that you can take the reins out of Allah’s hands,—­He lets you do it, of course, if you insist, for a wilful child must be taught his lesson—­without getting smashed up at a sharp corner that you haven’t learnt to turn.  Ian, there’s work for you to do.  Even Tynie thinks that he can do some work still.  He sees he can, as he never did before; and he talks of you as a man who can do anything if you will.  He says that if England wanted a strong man before the war she will want a stronger man afterwards to pick up the pieces, and put them all together again.  He says that after we win, reconstruction in South Africa will be a work as big as was ever given to a man, because, if it should fail, ’down will go the whole Imperial show’—­that’s Tynie’s phrase.  And he says, why shouldn’t you do it here, or why shouldn’t you be the man who will guide it all in England?  You found the key to England’s isolation, to her foreign problem,—­I’m quoting Tynie—­which meant that the other nations keep hands off in this fight; well, why shouldn’t you find another key, that to the future of this Empire?  You got European peace for England, and now the problem is how to make this Empire a real thing.  Tynie says this, not me.  His command of English is better than mine, but neither of us would make a good private secretary, if we had to write letters with words of over two syllables.  I’ve told you what Tynie says, but he doesn’t know at all what I know; he doesn’t see the danger I see, doesn’t realize the mad thing in your brain, the sad thing weighing down your heart—­and hers.