“Purpose!  Oh, you fool!  You fool!  You fool—­you who are so wise sometimes!  You want me to begin again with Rudyard:  and you do not want me to begin again—­with you?”

He was silent, and he looked her in the eyes steadily.

“You do not want me to begin again with you, because you believe me—­because you believed the worst from that letter, from Adrian Fellowes’ letter....  You believed, yet you hypnotized Rudyard into not believing.  But did you, after all?  Was it not that he loves me, and that he wanted to be deceived, wanted to be forced to do what he has done?  I know him better than you.  But you are right, he would have spoken to me about it if you had not warned him.”

“Then begin again—­”

“You do not want me any more.”  The voice had an anguish like the cry of the tragic music in “Elektra.”  “You do not want what you wanted yesterday—­for us together to face it all, Ian.  You do not want it?  You hate me.”

His face was disturbed by emotion, and he did not speak for a moment.

In that moment she became transformed.  With a sudden tragic motion she caught the pistol from the table and raised it, but he wrenched it from her hand.

“Do you think that would mend anything?” he asked, with a new pity in his heart for her.”  That would only hurt those who have been hurt enough already.  Be a little magnanimous.  Do not be selfish.  Give others a chance.”

“You were going to do it as an act of unselfishness,” she moaned.  “You were going to die in order to mend it all.  Did you think of me in that?  Did you think I would or could consent to that?  You believed in me, of course, when you wrote it.  But did you think that was magnanimous—­when you had got a woman’s love, then to kill yourself in order to cure her?  Oh, how little you know! . . .  But you do not want me now.  You do not believe in me now.  You abhor me.  Yet if that letter had not fallen into Rudyard’s hands we might perhaps have now been on our way to begin life again together.  Does that look as though there was some one else that mattered—­that mattered?”

He held himself together with all his power and will.  “There is one way, and only one way,” he said, firmly.  “Rudyard loves you.  Begin again with him.”  His voice became lower.  “You know the emptiness of your home.  There is a way to make some recompense to him.  You can pay your debt.  Give him what he wants so much.  It would be a link.  It would bind you.  A child . . .”

“Oh, how you loathe me!” she said, shudderingly.  “Yesterday—­and now . . .  No, no, no,” she added, " I will not, cannot live with Rudyard.  I cannot wrench myself from one world into another like that.  I will not live with him any more....  There—­listen.”

Outside the newsboys were calling: 

“Extra speshul!  Extra speshul!  All about the war!  War declared!  Extra speshul!”

“War!  That will separate many,” she added.  “It will separate Rudyard and me....  No, no, there will be no more scandal....  But it is the way of escape—­the war.”