Dwelling Place of Light, the — Complete eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 540 pages of information about Dwelling Place of Light, the — Complete.

Dwelling Place of Light, the — Complete eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 540 pages of information about Dwelling Place of Light, the — Complete.

“Janet,” said Mrs. Maturin the next day, as she laid down the book from which she was reading, “do you remember that I spoke to you once in Hampton of coming here to Silliston?  Well, now we’ve got you here, we don’t want to lose you.  I’ve been making inquiries; quite a number of the professors have typewriting to be done, and they will be glad to give their manuscripts to you instead of sending them to Boston.  And there’s Brooks Insall too—­if he ever takes it into his head to write another book.  You wouldn’t have any trouble reading his manuscript, it’s like script.  Of course it has to be copied.  You can board with Mrs. Case —­I’ve arranged that, too.  But on Monday I’m going to take you to my house, and keep you until you’re strong enough to walk.”

Janet’s eyes were suddenly bright with tears.

“You’ll stay?”

“I can’t,” answered Janet.  “I couldn’t.”

“But why not?  Have you any other plans?”

“No, I haven’t any plans, but—­I haven’t the right to stay here.”  Presently she raised her face to her friend.  “Oh Mrs. Maturin, I’m so sorry!  I didn’t want to bring any sadness here—­it’s all so bright and beautiful!  And now I’ve made you sad!”

It was a moment before Augusta Maturin could answer her.

“What are friends for, Janet,” she asked, “if not to share sorrow with?  And do you suppose there’s any place, however bright, where sorrow has not come?  Do you think I’ve not known it, too?  And Janet, I haven’t sat here all these days with you without guessing that something worries you.  I’ve been waiting, all this time, for you to tell me, in order that I might help you.”

“I wanted to,” said Janet, “every day I wanted to, but I couldn’t.  I couldn’t bear to trouble you with it, I didn’t mean ever to tell you.  And then—­it’s so terrible, I don’t know what you’ll think.”

“I think I know you, Janet,” answered Mrs. Maturin.  “Nothing human, nothing natural is terrible, in the sense you mean.  At least I’m one of those who believe so.”

Presently Janet said, “I’m going to have a child.”

Mrs. Maturin sat very still.  Something closed in her throat, preventing her immediate reply.

“I, too, had a child, my dear,” she answered.  “I lost her.”  She felt the girl’s clasp tighten on her fingers.

“But you—­you had a right to it—­you were married.  Children are sacred things,” said Augusta Maturin.

“Sacred!  Could it be that a woman like Mrs. Maturity thought that this child which was coming to her was sacred, too?

“However they come?” asked Janet.  “Oh, I tried to believe that, too!  At first—­at first I didn’t want it, and when I knew it was coming I was driven almost crazy.  And then, all at once, when I was walking in the rain, I knew I wanted it to have—­to keep all to myself.  You understand?”

Augusta Maturity inclined her head.

“But the father?” she managed to ask, after a moment.  “I don’t wish to pry, my dear, but does he—­does he realize?  Can’t he help you?”

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