have been worse to live—I couldn’t
have ruined his life. And even if things had
been different, I hadn’t come to love him, in
that way—it’s queer, because he’s
such a wonderful person. I’d like to live
for the child, if only I had the strength, the will
left in me—but that’s gone.
And maybe I could save her from—what I’ve
been through.”
Augusta Maturin took Janet’s hand in hers.
“Janet,” she said, “I’ve been a lonely woman, as you know, with nothing to look forward to. I’ve always wanted a child since my little Edith went. I wanted you, my dear, I want your child, your daughter—as I want nothing else in the world. I will take her, I will try to bring her up in the light, and Brooks Insall will help me....”