Dwelling Place of Light, the — Volume 2 eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 178 pages of information about Dwelling Place of Light, the — Volume 2.

Dwelling Place of Light, the — Volume 2 eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 178 pages of information about Dwelling Place of Light, the — Volume 2.

Tears sprang into Janet’s eyes—­tears of pity mingled with anger.  The situation had grown intolerable!  Yet how could she tell Hannah where Lise was!

“You haven’t any right to say that, mother!” she cried.  “I did my best.  She wouldn’t come.  I—­I can’t tell you where she’s gone, but she promised to write, to send me her address.”

“Lise” Hannah’s cry seemed like the uncomprehending whimper of a stricken child, and then a hidden cadence made itself felt, a cadence revealing to Janet with an eloquence never before achieved the mystery of mother love, and by some magic of tone was evoked a new image of Lise—­of Lise as she must be to Hannah.  No waywardness, no degradation or disgrace could efface it.  The infant whom Hannah had clutched to her breast, the woman, her sister, whom Janet had seen that day were one—­immutably one.  This, then, was what it meant to be a mother!  All the years of deadening hope had not availed to kill the craving—­even in this withered body it was still alive and quick.  The agony of that revelation was scarcely to be borne.  And it seemed that Lise, even in the place where she was, must have heard that cry and heeded it.  And yet—­the revelation of Lise’s whereabouts, of Lise’s contemplated act Janet had nearly been goaded into making, died on her lips.  She could not tell Hannah!  And Lise’s child must not come into a world like this.  Even now the conviction remained, fierce, exultant, final.  But if Janet had spoken now Hannah would not have heard her.  Under the storm she had begun to rock, weeping convulsively....  But gradually her weeping ceased.  And to Janet, helplessly watching, this process of congealment was more terrible even than the release that only an unmitigated violence of grief had been able to produce.  In silence Hannah resumed her shrunken duties, and when these were finished sat awhile, before going to bed, her hands lying listless in her lap.  She seemed to have lived for centuries, to have exhausted the gamut of suffering which, save for that one wild outburst, had been the fruit of commonplace, passive, sordid tragedy that knows no touch of fire....

The next morning Janet was awakened by the siren.  Never, even in the days when life had been routine and commonplace, had that sound failed to arouse in her a certain tremor of fear; with its first penetrating shriek, terror invaded her:  then, by degrees, overcoming her numbness, came an agonizing realization of tragedy to be faced.  The siren blew and blew insistently, as though it never meant to stop; and now for the first time she seemed to detect in it a note of futility.  There were those who would dare to defy it.  She, for one, would defy it.  In that reflection she found a certain fierce joy.  And she might lie in bed if she wished —­how often had she longed to!  But she could not.  The room was cold, appallingly empty and silent as she hurried into her clothes.  The dining-room lamp was lighted, the table set, her mother was bending

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