frantic persuasions of a father who, hating all that
he had formerly loved, abandoning all that, influenced
by his faithless wife, he had formerly clung to, wished
to carry his daughter with him into his new and most
miserable way of life. But Domini, who, with much
of her mother’s dark beauty, had inherited much
of her quick vehemence and passion, was also gifted
with brains, and with a certain largeness of temperament
and clearness of insight which Lady Rens lacked.
Even when she was still quivering under the shock
and shame of her mother’s guilt and her own
solitude, Domini was unable to share her father’s
intensely egoistic view of the religion of the culprit.
She could not be persuaded that the faith in which
she had been brought up was proved to be a sham because
one of its professors, whom she had above all others
loved and trusted, had broken away from its teachings
and defied her own belief. She would not secede
with her father; but remained in the Church of the
mother she was never to see again, and this in spite
of extraordinary and dogged efforts on the part of
Lord Rens to pervert her to his own Atheism. His
mind had been so warped by the agony of his heart that
he had come to feel as if by tearing his only child
from the religion he had been led to by the greatest
sinner he had known, he would be, in some degree at
least, purifying his life tarnished by his wife’s
conduct, raising again a little way the pride she
had trampled in the dust.
Her uncle, Father Arlworth, helped Domini by his support
and counsel in this critical period of her life, and
Lord Rens in time ceased from the endeavour to carry
his child with him as companion in his tragic journey
from love and belief to hatred and denial. He
turned to the violent occupations of despair, and
the last years of his life were hideous enough, as
the world knew and Domini sometimes suspected.
But though Domini had resisted him she was not unmoved
or wholly uninfluenced by her mother’s desertion
and its effect upon her father. She remained a
Catholic, but she gradually ceased from being a devout
one. Although she had seemed to stand firm she
had in truth been shaken, if not in her belief, in
a more precious thing—her love. She
complied with the ordinances, but felt little of the
inner beauty of her faith. The effort she had
made in withstanding her father’s assault upon
it had exhausted her. Though she had had the
strength to triumph, at the moment, a partial and
secret collapse was the price she had afterwards to
pay. Father Arlworth, who had a subtle understanding
of human nature, noticed that Domini was changed and
slightly hardened by the tragedy she had known, and
was not surprised or shocked. Nor did he attempt
to force her character back into its former way of
beauty. He knew that to do so would be dangerous,
that Domini’s nature required peace in which
to become absolutely normal once again after the shock
it had sustained.