the sense of strength remained, grew. She walked
out upon the sand in the direction by which Androvsky
would return. The fires in the city and the camps
were to her as illuminations for a festival.
The music was the music of a great rejoicing.
The vast expanse of the desert, wintry white under
the moon, dotted with the fires of the nomads, blossomed
as the rose. After a few moments she stopped.
She was on the crest of a sand-bank, and could see
below her the faint track in the sand which wound to
the city gate. By this track Androvsky would
surely return. From a long distance she would
be able to see him, a moving darkness upon the white.
She was near to the city now, and could hear voices
coming to her from behind its rugged walls, voices
of men singing, and calling one to another, the twang
of plucked instruments, the click of negroes’
castanets. The city was full of joy as the desert
was full of joy. The glory of life rushed upon
her like a flood of gold, that gold of the sun in
which thousands of tiny things are dancing. And
she was given the power of giving life, of adding
to the sum of glory. She looked out over the sands
and saw a moving blot upon them coming slowly towards
her, very slowly. It was impossible at this distance
to see who it was, but she felt that it was her husband.
For a moment she thought of going down to meet him,
but she did not move. The new knowledge that
had come to her made her, just then, feel shy even
of him, as if he must come to her, as if she could
make no advance towards him.
As the blackness upon the sand drew nearer she saw
that it was a man walking heavily. The man had
her husband’s gait. When she saw that she
turned. She had resolved to meet him at the tent
door, to tell him what she had to tell him at the
threshold of their wandering home. Her sense
of shyness died when she was at the tent door.
She only felt now her oneness with her husband, and
that to-night their unity was to be made more perfect.
If it could be made quite perfect! If he would
speak too! Then nothing more would be wanting.
At last every veil would have dropped from between
them, and as they had long been one flesh they would
be one in spirit.
She waited in the tent door.
After what seemed a long time she saw Androvsky coming
across the moonlit sand. He was walking very
slowly, as if wearied out, with his head drooping.
He did not appear to see her till he was quite close
to the tent. Then he stopped and gazed at her.
The moon—she thought it must be the moon—made
his face look strange, like a dying man’s face.
In this white face the eyes glittered feverishly.
“Boris!” she said.
“Domini!”
“Come here, close to me. I have something
to tell you—something wonderful.”
He came quite up to her.
“Domini,” he said, as if he had not heard
her. “Domini, I—I’ve been
to the priest to-night. I meant to confess to
him.”