The Garden of Allah eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 736 pages of information about The Garden of Allah.

The Garden of Allah eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 736 pages of information about The Garden of Allah.
they were far apart, almost strangers, and a great bitterness had entered into her.  It was accompanied by a desire for action.  She longed to follow Androvsky, to lay her hand on his arm, to stop him in the sand and force him to confide in her.  For the first time the idea that he was keeping something from her, a sorrow, almost maddened her, even made her feel jealous.  The fact that she divined what that sorrow was, or believed she divined it, did not help her just then.  She waited a long while, but Androvsky did not return, and at last she prayed and went to bed.  But her prayers were feeble, disjointed, and sleep did not come to her, for her mind was travelling with this man who loved her and who yet was out there alone in the night, who was deliberately separating himself from her.  Towards dawn, when he stole into the tent, she was still awake, but she did not speak or give any sign of consciousness, although she was hot with the fierce desire to spring up, to throw her arms round him, to draw his head down upon her heart, and say, “I have given myself, body, heart and soul, to you.  Give yourself to me; give me the thing you are keeping back—­your sorrow.  Till I have that I have not all of you.  And till I have all of you I am in hell.”

It was a mad impulse.  She resisted it and lay quite still.  And when he lay down and was quiet she slept at length.

Now, as she heard him speak in the sunshine and knew that he had offered hospitality to the comfortable priest her heart suddenly felt lighter, she scarcely knew why.  It seemed to her that she had been a little morbid, and that the cloud which had settled about her was lifted, revealing the blue.

At dejeuner she was even more reassured.  Her husband seemed to get on with the priest better than she had ever seen him get on with anybody.  He began by making an effort to be agreeable that was obvious to her; but presently he was agreeable without effort.  The simple geniality and lack of self-consciousness in Father Beret evidently set him at his ease.  Once or twice she saw him look at his guest with an earnest scrutiny that puzzled her, but he talked far more than usual and with greater animation, discussing the Arabs and listening to the priest’s account of the curiosities of life in Amara.  When at length Father Beret rose to go Androvsky said he would accompany him a little way, and they went off together, evidently on the best of terms.

She was delighted and surprised.  She had been right, then.  It was time that Androvsky was subjected to another influence than that of the unpeopled wastes.  It was time that he came into contact with men whose minds were more akin to his than the minds of the Arabs who had been their only companions.  She began to imagine him with her in civilised places, to be able to imagine him.  And she was glad they had come to Amara and confirmed in her resolve to stay on there.  She even began to wish that the French

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