and assuredly had occasion been, there is nothing I would have spared for their service; I did for them as I would have done for myself.  ’Tis a good, warlike, and generous people, but capable of obedience and discipline, and of whom the best use may be made, if well guided.  They say also that my administration passed over without leaving any mark or trace.  Good!  They moreover accuse my cessation in a time when everybody almost was convicted of doing too much.  I am impatient to be doing where my will spurs me on; but this itself is an enemy to perseverance.  Let him who will make use of me according to my own way, employ me in affairs where vigour and liberty are required, where a direct, short, and, moreover, a hazardous conduct are necessary; I may do something; but if it must be long, subtle, laborious, artificial and intricate, he had better call in somebody else.  All important offices are not necessarily difficult:  I came prepared to do somewhat rougher work, had there been great occasion; for it is in my power to do something more than I do, or than I love to do.  I did not, to my knowledge, omit anything that my duty really required.  I easily forgot those offices that ambition mixes with duty and palliates with its title; these are they that, for the most part, fill the eyes and ears, and give men the most satisfaction; not the thing but the appearance contents them; if they hear no noise, they think men sleep.  My humour is no friend to tumult; I could appease a commotion without commotion, and chastise a disorder without being myself disorderly; if I stand in need of anger and inflammation, I borrow it, and put it on.  My manners are languid, rather faint than sharp.  I do not condemn a magistrate who sleeps, provided the people under his charge sleep as well as he:  the laws in that case sleep too.  For my part, I commend a gliding, staid, and silent life: 

          “Neque submissam et abjectam, neque se efferentem;”

          ["Neither subject and abject, nor obtrusive.” 
          —­Cicero, De Offic., i. 34]

my fortune will have it so.  I am descended from a family that has lived without lustre or tumult, and, time out of mind, particularly ambitious of a character for probity.

Our people nowadays are so bred up to bustle and ostentation, that good nature, moderation, equability, constancy, and such like quiet and obscure qualities, are no more thought on or regarded.  Rough bodies make themselves felt; the smooth are imperceptibly handled:  sickness is felt, health little or not at all; no more than the oils that foment us, in comparison of the pains for which we are fomented.  ’Tis acting for one’s particular reputation and profit, not for the public good, to refer that to be done in the public squares which one may do in the council chamber; and to noon day what might have been done the night before; and to be jealous to do that himself which his colleague can do as well as he; so were