so much credit and authority, crude and simple effects
of nature, and of a weak nature to boot? Is it
not to build a wall without stone or brick, or some
such thing, to write books without learning and without
art? The fancies of music are carried on by
art; mine by chance. I have this, at least, according
to discipline, that never any man treated of a subject
he better understood and knew than I what I have undertaken,
and that in this I am the most understanding man alive:
secondly, that never any man penetrated farther into
his matter, nor better and more distinctly sifted the
parts and sequences of it, nor ever more exactly and
fully arrived at the end he proposed to himself.
To perfect it, I need bring nothing but fidelity to
the work; and that is there, and the most pure and
sincere that is anywhere to be found. I speak
truth, not so much as I would, but as much as I dare;
and I dare a little the more, as I grow older; for,
methinks, custom allows to age more liberty of prating,
and more indiscretion of talking of a man’s
self. That cannot fall out here, which I often
see elsewhere, that the work and the artificer contradict
one another: “Can a man of such sober conversation
have written so foolish a book?” Or “Do
so learned writings proceed from a man of so weak conversation?”
He who talks at a very ordinary rate, and writes rare
matter, ’tis to say that his capacity is borrowed
and not his own. A learned man is not learned
in all things: but a sufficient man is sufficient
throughout, even to ignorance itself; here my book
and I go hand in hand together. Elsewhere men
may commend or censure the work, without reference
to the workman; here they cannot: who touches
the one, touches the other. He who shall judge
of it without knowing him, will more wrong himself
than me; he who does know him, gives me all the satisfaction
I desire. I shall be happy beyond my desert,
if I can obtain only thus much from the public approbation,
as to make men of understanding perceive that I was
capable of profiting by knowledge, had I had it; and
that I deserved to have been assisted by a better
memory.
Be pleased here to excuse what I often repeat, that I very rarely repent, and that my conscience is satisfied with itself, not as the conscience of an angel, or that of a horse, but as the conscience of a man; always adding this clause, not one of ceremony, but a true and real submission, that I speak inquiring and doubting, purely and simply referring myself to the common and accepted beliefs for the resolution. I do not teach; I only relate.