“Quod
petiit, spernit; repetit, quod nuper omisit;
AEstuat,
et vitae disconvenit ordine toto.”
["That which he sought
he despises; what he lately lost, he seeks
again. He fluctuates,
and is inconsistent in the whole order of
life.”—Horace,
Ep., i. I, 98.]
Our ordinary practice is to follow the inclinations of our appetite, be it to the left or right, upwards or downwards, according as we are wafted by the breath of occasion. We never meditate what we would have till the instant we have a mind to have it; and change like that little creature which receives its colour from what it is laid upon. What we but just now proposed to ourselves we immediately alter, and presently return again to it; ’tis nothing but shifting and inconsistency:
“Ducimur, ut nervis alienis mobile lignum.”
["We are turned about
like the top with the thong of others.”
—Idem, Sat.,
ii. 7, 82.]
We do not go, we are driven; like things that float, now leisurely, then with violence, according to the gentleness or rapidity of the current:
“Nonne
videmus,
Quid sibi quisque velit, nescire, et quaerere
semper
Commutare locum, quasi onus deponere possit?”
["Do we not see them, uncertain
what they want, and always asking
for something new, as if they could get rid of
the burthen.”
—Lucretius, iii. 1070.]
Every day a new whimsy, and our humours keep motion with the time.
“Tales
sunt hominum mentes, quali pater ipse
Juppiter
auctificas lustravit lumine terras.”
["Such are the minds of men, that
they change as the light with
which father Jupiter himself has illumined the
increasing earth.”
—Cicero, Frag. Poet, lib. x.]
We fluctuate betwixt various inclinations; we will nothing freely, nothing absolutely, nothing constantly. In any one who had prescribed and established determinate laws and rules in his head for his own conduct, we should perceive an equality of manners, an order and an infallible relation of one thing or action to another, shine through his whole life; Empedocles observed this discrepancy in the Agrigentines, that they gave themselves up to delights, as if every day was their last, and built as if they had been to live for ever. The judgment would not be hard to make, as is very evident in the younger Cato; he who therein has found