more unreasonable, than to condemn, as I often do,
those of others in myself: they are to be everywhere
reproved, and ought to have no sanctuary allowed them.
I know very well how audaciously I myself, at every
turn, attempt to equal myself to my thefts, and to
make my style go hand in hand with them, not without
a temerarious hope of deceiving the eyes of my reader
from discerning the difference; but withal it is as
much by the benefit of my application, that I hope
to do it, as by that of my invention or any force
of my own. Besides, I do not offer to contend
with the whole body of these champions, nor hand to
hand with anyone of them: ’tis only by
flights and little light attempts that I engage them;
I do not grapple with them, but try their strength
only, and never engage so far as I make a show to
do. If I could hold them in play, I were a brave
fellow; for I never attack them; but where they are
most sinewy and strong. To cover a man’s
self (as I have seen some do) with another man’s
armour, so as not to discover so much as his fingers’
ends; to carry on a design (as it is not hard for
a man that has anything of a scholar in him, in an
ordinary subject to do) under old inventions patched
up here and there with his own trumpery, and then
to endeavour to conceal the theft, and to make it
pass for his own, is first injustice and meanness of
spirit in those who do it, who having nothing in them
of their own fit to procure them a reputation, endeavour
to do it by attempting to impose things upon the world
in their own name, which they have no manner of title
to; and next, a ridiculous folly to content themselves
with acquiring the ignorant approbation of the vulgar
by such a pitiful cheat, at the price at the same
time of degrading themselves in the eyes of men of
understanding, who turn up their noses at all this
borrowed incrustation, yet whose praise alone is worth
the having. For my own part, there is nothing
I would not sooner do than that, neither have I said
so much of others, but to get a better opportunity
to explain myself. Nor in this do I glance at
the composers of centos, who declare themselves for
such; of which sort of writers I have in my time known
many very ingenious, and particularly one under the
name of Capilupus, besides the ancients. These
are really men of wit, and that make it appear they
are so, both by that and other ways of writing; as
for example, Lipsius, in that learned and laborious
contexture of his Politics.
But, be it how it will, and how inconsiderable soever
these ineptitudes may be, I will say I never intended
to conceal them, no more than my old bald grizzled
likeness before them, where the painter has presented
you not with a perfect face, but with mine.
For these are my own particular opinions and fancies,
and I deliver them as only what I myself believe,
and not for what is to be believed by others.
I have no other end in this writing, but only to
discover myself, who, also shall, peradventure, be
another thing to-morrow, if I chance to meet any new
instruction to change me. I have no authority
to be believed, neither do I desire it, being too
conscious of my own inerudition to be able to instruct
others.