little, but confidently rely upon what I tell them.  I have ever known more than I desired.  One open way of speaking introduces another open way of speaking, and draws out discoveries, like wine and love.  Philippides, in my opinion, answered King Lysimachus very discreetly, who, asking him what of his estate he should bestow upon him?  “What you will,” said he, “provided it be none of your secrets.”  I see every one is displeased if the bottom of the affair be concealed from him wherein he is employed, or that there be any reservation in the thing; for my part, I am content to know no more of the business than what they would have me employ myself in, nor desire that my knowledge should exceed or restrict what I have to say.  If I must serve for an instrument of deceit, let it be at least with a safe conscience:  I will not be reputed a servant either so affectionate or so loyal as to be fit to betray any one:  he who is unfaithful to himself, is excusably so to his master.  But they are princes who do not accept men by halves, and despise limited and conditional services:  I cannot help it:  I frankly tell them how far I can go; for a slave I should not be, but to reason, and I can hardly submit even to that.  And they also are to blame to exact from a freeman the same subjection and obligation to their service that they do from him they have made and bought, or whose fortune particularly and expressly depends upon theirs.  The laws have delivered me from a great anxiety; they have chosen a side for me, and given me a master; all other superiority and obligation ought to be relative to that, and cut, off from all other.  Yet this is not to say, that if my affection should otherwise incline me, my hand should presently obey it; the will and desire are a law to themselves; but actions must receive commission from the public appointment.

All this proceeding of mine is a little dissonant from the ordinary forms; it would produce no great effects, nor be of any long duration; innocence itself could not, in this age of ours, either negotiate without dissimulation, or traffic without lying; and, indeed, public employments are by no means for my palate:  what my profession requires, I perform after the most private manner that I can.  Being young, I was engaged up to the ears in business, and it succeeded well; but I disengaged myself in good time.  I have often since avoided meddling in it, rarely accepted, and never asked it; keeping my back still turned to ambition; but if not like rowers who so advance backward, yet so, at the same time, that I am less obliged to my resolution than to my good fortune, that I was not wholly embarked in it.  For there are ways less displeasing to my taste, and more suitable to my ability, by which, if she had formerly called me to the public service, and my own advancement towards the world’s opinion, I know I should, in spite of all my own arguments to the contrary, have pursued them.  Such as commonly say, in opposition to