I had been at Fontainebleau only a short while when the Emperor arrived.  His countenance was pale and harassed to a greater degree than I had ever seen it; and he who knew so well how to control all the emotions of his soul did not seem to attempt to conceal the dejection which was so manifest both in his attitude and in his countenance.  It was evident how greatly he was suffering from all the disastrous events which had accumulated one after the other in terrible progression.  The Emperor said nothing to any one, and closeted himself immediately in his cabinet, with the Dukes of Bassano and Vicenza and the Prince of Neuchatel.  These generals remained a long while with the Emperor, who afterwards received some general officers.  His Majesty retired very late, and appeared to me entirely crushed.  From time to time I heard stifled sighs escape from his breast, with which were mingled the name of Marmont, which I could not then understand, as I had heard nothing of the terms of the surrender, and knew that the Duke of Ragusa was a marshal to whom the Emperor seemed always deeply attached.  I saw that evening, at Fontainebleau, Marshal Moncey, who the evening before had bravely commanded the national guard at the barricade of Clichy, and also the Duke of Dantzic.

A gloomy and silent sadness which is perfectly indescribable reigned at Fontainebleau during the two days which followed.  Overcome by so many repeated blows, the Emperor seldom entered his cabinet, where he usually passed so many hours engaged in work.  He was so absorbed in his conflicting thoughts, that often he did not notice the arrival of persons whom he had summoned, looked at them, so to speak, without seeing them, and sometimes remained nearly half an hour without addressing them; then, as if awaking from this state of stupefaction, asked them questions without seeming to hear the reply; and even the presence of the Duke of Bassano and the Duke of Vicenza, whom he summoned more frequently, did not interrupt this condition of preoccupation or lethargy, so to speak.  The hours for meals were the same, and they were served as usual; but all took place amid complete silence, broken only by the necessary noise of the service.  At the Emperor’s toilet the same silence; not a word issued from his lips; and if in the morning I suggested to him one of the drinks that he usually took, he not only did not reply, but nothing in his countenance which I attentively observed could make me believe that he had heard me.  This situation was terrible for all the persons attached to his Majesty.

Was the Emperor really so overwhelmed by his evil fortune?  Was his genius as benumbed as his body?  I must admit, in all candor, that seeing him so different from what he appeared after the disasters of Moscow, and even when I had left him at Troyes a few days before, I strongly believed it.  But this was by no means the case; his soul was a prey to one fixed idea that of taking the offensive and marching on Paris.