“If it hadn’t been for the money you gave me I should have starved.  It was all I had to live on.”

He made his solemn, obsequious bow, and went out.  Philip felt a little lump in his throat.  He seemed to realise in a fashion the hopeless bitterness of the old man’s struggle, and how hard life was for him when to himself it was so pleasant.

XXVI

Philip had spent three months in Heidelberg when one morning the Frau Professor told him that an Englishman named Hayward was coming to stay in the house, and the same evening at supper he saw a new face.  For some days the family had lived in a state of excitement.  First, as the result of heaven knows what scheming, by dint of humble prayers and veiled threats, the parents of the young Englishman to whom Fraulein Thekla was engaged had invited her to visit them in England, and she had set off with an album of water colours to show how accomplished she was and a bundle of letters to prove how deeply the young man had compromised himself.  A week later Fraulein Hedwig with radiant smiles announced that the lieutenant of her affections was coming to Heidelberg with his father and mother.  Exhausted by the importunity of their son and touched by the dowry which Fraulein Hedwig’s father offered, the lieutenant’s parents had consented to pass through Heidelberg to make the young woman’s acquaintance.  The interview was satisfactory and Fraulein Hedwig had the satisfaction of showing her lover in the Stadtgarten to the whole of Frau Professor Erlin’s household.  The silent old ladies who sat at the top of the table near the Frau Professor were in a flutter, and when Fraulein Hedwig said she was to go home at once for the formal engagement to take place, the Frau Professor, regardless of expense, said she would give a Maibowle.  Professor Erlin prided himself on his skill in preparing this mild intoxicant, and after supper the large bowl of hock and soda, with scented herbs floating in it and wild strawberries, was placed with solemnity on the round table in the drawing-room.  Fraulein Anna teased Philip about the departure of his lady-love, and he felt very uncomfortable and rather melancholy.  Fraulein Hedwig sang several songs, Fraulein Anna played the Wedding March, and the Professor sang Die Wacht am Rhein.  Amid all this jollification Philip paid little attention to the new arrival.  They had sat opposite one another at supper, but Philip was chattering busily with Fraulein Hedwig, and the stranger, knowing no German, had eaten his food in silence.  Philip, observing that he wore a pale blue tie, had on that account taken a sudden dislike to him.  He was a man of twenty-six, very fair, with long, wavy hair through which he passed his hand frequently with a careless gesture.  His eyes were large and blue, but the blue was very pale, and they looked rather tired already.  He was clean-shaven, and his mouth, notwithstanding its thin lips, was