were indescribably dreary.  Philip thought that day would never end.  But he was so tired that he slept heavily, and when Monday came he entered upon life with determination.  Christmas was approaching, and a good many of the students had gone into the country for the short holiday between the two parts of the winter session; but Philip had refused his uncle’s invitation to go down to Blackstable.  He had given the approaching examination as his excuse, but in point of fact he had been unwilling to leave London and Mildred.  He had neglected his work so much that now he had only a fortnight to learn what the curriculum allowed three months for.  He set to work seriously.  He found it easier each day not to think of Mildred.  He congratulated himself on his force of character.  The pain he suffered was no longer anguish, but a sort of soreness, like what one might be expected to feel if one had been thrown off a horse and, though no bones were broken, were bruised all over and shaken.  Philip found that he was able to observe with curiosity the condition he had been in during the last few weeks.  He analysed his feelings with interest.  He was a little amused at himself.  One thing that struck him was how little under those circumstances it mattered what one thought; the system of personal philosophy, which had given him great satisfaction to devise, had not served him.  He was puzzled by this.

But sometimes in the street he would see a girl who looked so like Mildred that his heart seemed to stop beating.  Then he could not help himself, he hurried on to catch her up, eager and anxious, only to find that it was a total stranger.  Men came back from the country, and he went with Dunsford to have tea at an A. B. C. shop.  The well-known uniform made him so miserable that he could not speak.  The thought came to him that perhaps she had been transferred to another establishment of the firm for which she worked, and he might suddenly find himself face to face with her.  The idea filled him with panic, so that he feared Dunsford would see that something was the matter with him:  he could not think of anything to say; he pretended to listen to what Dunsford was talking about; the conversation maddened him; and it was all he could do to prevent himself from crying out to Dunsford for Heaven’s sake to hold his tongue.

Then came the day of his examination.  Philip, when his turn arrived, went forward to the examiner’s table with the utmost confidence.  He answered three or four questions.  Then they showed him various specimens; he had been to very few lectures and, as soon as he was asked about things which he could not learn from books, he was floored.  He did what he could to hide his ignorance, the examiner did not insist, and soon his ten minutes were over.  He felt certain he had passed; but next day, when he went up to the examination buildings to see the result posted on the door, he was astounded not to find his number among those who had satisfied the examiners.  In amazement he read the list three times.  Dunsford was with him.