Let me not think of it.  Action!

It has always been at night-time that I have been molested or threatened, or in some way in danger or in fear.  I have not yet seen the Count in the daylight.  Can it be that he sleeps when others wake, that he may be awake whilst they sleep?  If I could only get into his room!  But there is no possible way.  The door is always locked, no way for me.

Yes, there is a way, if one dares to take it.  Where his body has gone why may not another body go?  I have seen him myself crawl from his window.  Why should not I imitate him, and go in by his window?  The chances are desperate, but my need is more desperate still.  I shall risk it.  At the worst it can only be death, and a man’s death is not a calf’s, and the dreaded Hereafter may still be open to me.  God help me in my task!  Goodbye, Mina, if I fail.  Goodbye, my faithful friend and second father.  Goodbye, all, and last of all Mina!

Same day, later.—­I have made the effort, and God helping me, have come safely back to this room.  I must put down every detail in order.  I went whilst my courage was fresh straight to the window on the south side, and at once got outside on this side.  The stones are big and roughly cut, and the mortar has by process of time been washed away between them.  I took off my boots, and ventured out on the desperate way.  I looked down once, so as to make sure that a sudden glimpse of the awful depth would not overcome me, but after that kept my eyes away from it.  I know pretty well the direction and distance of the Count’s window, and made for it as well as I could, having regard to the opportunities available.  I did not feel dizzy, I suppose I was too excited, and the time seemed ridiculously short till I found myself standing on the window sill and trying to raise up the sash.  I was filled with agitation, however, when I bent down and slid feet foremost in through the window.  Then I looked around for the Count, but with surprise and gladness, made a discovery.  The room was empty!  It was barely furnished with odd things, which seemed to have never been used.

The furniture was something the same style as that in the south rooms, and was covered with dust.  I looked for the key, but it was not in the lock, and I could not find it anywhere.  The only thing I found was a great heap of gold in one corner, gold of all kinds, Roman, and British, and Austrian, and Hungarian, and Greek and Turkish money, covered with a film of dust, as though it had lain long in the ground.  None of it that I noticed was less than three hundred years old.  There were also chains and ornaments, some jewelled, but all of them old and stained.

At one corner of the room was a heavy door.  I tried it, for, since I could not find the key of the room or the key of the outer door, which was the main object of my search, I must make further examination, or all my efforts would be in vain.  It was open, and led through a stone passage to a circular stairway, which went steeply down.