the activities of the coaling-barges at her side,
and of the sailors washing her decks, seemed quite
unrelated. A long gun forward and a long gun aft
threatened the fleet of launches, tugs, dories, and
cat-boats which fluttered about her, but the Harvard
looked tired and bored, and seemed as if asleep.
She had, in fact, finished her mission. The captives
whom death had released had been carried out and sunk
in the sea; those who survived to a further imprisonment
had all been taken to the pretty island a mile farther
up in the river, where the tide rushes back and forth
through the Narrows like a torrent. Its defiant
rapidity has won it there the graphic name of Pull-and-be-Damned;
and we could only hope to reach the island by a series
of skilful tacks, which should humor both the wind
and the tide, both dead against us. Our boatman,
one of those shore New Englanders who are born with
a knowledge of sailing, was easily master of the art
of this, but it took time, and gave me more than the
leisure I wanted for trying to see the shore with
the strange eyes of the captives who had just looked
upon it. It was beautiful, I had to own, even
in my quality of exile and prisoner. The meadows
and the orchards came down to the water, or, where
the wandering line of the land was broken and lifted
in black fronts of rock, they crept to the edge of
the cliff and peered over it. A summer hotel
stretched its verandas along a lovely level; everywhere
in clovery hollows and on breezy knolls were gray old
farmhouses and summer cottages-like weather-beaten
birds’ nests, and like freshly painted marten-boxes;
but all of a cold New England neatness which made
me homesick for my malodorous Spanish fishing-village,
shambling down in stony lanes to the warm tides of
my native seas. Here, every place looked as if
it had been newly scrubbed with soap and water, and
rubbed down with a coarse towel, and was of an antipathetic
alertness. The sweet, keen breeze made me shiver,
and the northern sky, from which my blinding southern
sun was blazing, was as hard as sapphire. I tried
to bewilder myself in the ignorance of a Catalonian
or Asturian fisherman, and to wonder with his darkened
mind why it should all or any of it have been, and
why I should have escaped from the iron hell in which
I had fought no quarrel of my own to fall into the
hands of strangers, and to be haled over seas to these
alien shores for a captivity of unknown term.
But I need not have been at so much pains; the intelligence
(I do not wish to boast) of an American author would
have sufficed; for if there is anything more grotesque
than another in war it is its monstrous inconsequence.
If we had a grief with the Spanish government, and
if it was so mortal we must do murder for it, we might
have sent a joint committee of the House and Senate,
and, with the improved means of assassination which
modern science has put at our command, killed off
the Spanish cabinet, and even the queen—mother
and the little king. This would have been consequent,
logical, and in a sort reasonable; but to butcher
and capture a lot of wretched Spanish peasants and
fishermen, hapless conscripts to whom personally and
nationally we were as so many men in the moon, was
that melancholy and humiliating necessity of war which
makes it homicide in which there is not even the saving
grace of hate, or the excuse of hot blood.