of a very modest mind about my share of the book,
in spite of the price it bears in the book-seller’s
catalogue. But I have steadily grown in liking
for my friend’s share in it, and I think that
there is at present no American of twenty-three writing
verse of so good a quality, with an ideal so pure and
high, and from an impulse so authentic as John J.
Piatt’s were then. He already knew how
to breathe into his glowing rhyme the very spirit of
the region where we were both native, and in him the
Middle West has its true poet, who was much more than
its poet, who had a rich and tender imagination, a
lovely sense of color, and a touch even then securely
and fully his own. I was reading over his poems
in that poor little book a few days ago, and wondering
with shame and contrition that I had not at once known
their incomparable superiority to mine. But I
used then and for long afterwards to tax him with
obscurity, not knowing that my own want of simplicity
and directness was to blame for that effect.
My reading from the first was such as to enamour me
of clearness, of definiteness; anything left in the
vague was intolerable to me; but my long subjection
to Pope, while it was useful in other ways, made me
so strictly literary in my point of view that sometimes
I could not see what was, if more naturally approached
and without any technical preoccupation, perfectly
transparent. It remained for another great passion,
perhaps the greatest of my life, to fuse these gyves
in which I was trying so hard to dance, and free me
forever from the bonds which I had spent so much time
and trouble to involve myself in. But I was not
to know that passion for five or six years yet, and
in the mean time I kept on as I had been going, and
worked out my deliverance in the predestined way.
What I liked then was regularity, uniformity, exactness.
I did not conceive of literature as the expression
of life, and I could not imagine that it ought to
be desultory, mutable, and unfixed, even if at the
risk of some vagueness.
X. VARIOUS PREFERENCES
My father was very fond of Byron, and I must before
this have known that his poems were in our bookcase.
While we were still in Columbus I began to read them,
but I did not read so much of them as could have helped
me to a truer and freer ideal. I read “English
Bards and Scotch Reviewers,” and I liked its
vulgar music and its heavy-handed sarcasm. These
would, perhaps, have fascinated any boy, but I had
such a fanaticism for methodical verse that any variation
from the octosyllabic and decasyllabic couplets was
painful to me. The Spencerian stanza, with its
rich variety of movement and its harmonious closes,
long shut “Childe Harold” from me, and
whenever I found a poem in any book which did not
rhyme its second line with its first I read it unwillingly
or not at all.