It was rather dim in the place, except for the light thrown up into it from the turmoil of lights outside, but he could see that there was nothing of the smiling mockery on Jeff’s face which habitually expressed his inner hardihood. It was a frowning mockery.
“Hello!” said Westover.
“Hello!” answered Jeff. “Any commands for Lion’s Head?”
“What do you mean?”
“I’m going up there to-morrow. I’ve got to see Cynthia, and tell her what I’ve been doing.”
Westover waited a moment before he asked: “Do you want me to ask what you’ve been doing?”
“I shouldn’t mind it.”
The painter paused again. “I don’t know that I care to ask. Is it any good?”
“No!” shouted Jeff. “It’s the worst thing yet, I guess you’ll think. I couldn’t have believed it myself, if I hadn’t been through it. I shouldn’t have supposed I was such a fool. I don’t care for the girl; I never did.”
“Cynthia?”
“Cynthia? No! Miss Lynde. Oh, try to take it in!” Jeff cried, with a laugh at the daze in Westover’s face. “You must have known about the flirtation; if you haven’t, you’re the only one.” His vanity in the fact betrayed itself in his voice. “It came to a crisis last week, and we tried to make each other believe that we were in earnest. But there won’t be any real love lost.”
Westover did not speak. He could not make out whether he was surprised or whether he was shocked, and it seemed to him that he was neither surprised nor shocked. He wondered whether he had really expected something of the kind, sooner or later, or whether he was not always so apprehensive of some deviltry in Durgin that nothing he did could quite take him unawares. At last he said: “I suppose it’s true—even though you say it. It’s probably the only truth in you.”
“That’s something like,” said Jeff, as if the contempt gave him a sort of pleasure; and his heavy face lighted up and then darkened again.
“Well,” said Westover, “what are we going to do? You’ve come to tell me.”
“I’m going to break with her. I don’t care for her—that!” He snapped his fingers. “I told her I cared because she provoked me to. It happened because she wanted it to and led up to it.”
“Ah!” said Westover. “You put it on her!” But he waited for Durgin’s justification with a dread that he should find something in it.
“Pshaw! What’s the use? It’s been a game from the beginning, and a question which should ruin. I won. She meant to throw me over, if the time came for her, but it came for me first, and it’s only a question now which shall break first; we’ve both been near it once or twice already. I don’t mean she shall get the start of me.”