He read and read again these lines, with only the sense of their insufficiency in doing the effect of the bitterness in his heart.  If the letter was insulting, it was by no means as insulting as he would have liked to make it.  Whether it would be wounding enough was something that depended upon the person whom he wished to wound.  All that was proud and vain and cruel in him surged up at the thought of the trick that had been played upon him, and all that was sweet and kind and gentle in him, when he believed the trick was a genuine appeal, turned to their counter qualities.  Yet, feeble and inadequate as his letter was, he knew that he could not do more or worse by trying, and he so much feared that by waiting he might do less and better that he hurried it into the post at once.  If his mother had been at hand he would have shown it her, though he might not have been ruled by her judgment of it.  He was glad that she was not with him, for either she would have had her opinion of what would be more telling, or she would have insisted upon his delaying any sort of reply, and he could not endure the thought of difference or delay.

He asked himself whether he should let her see the rough first draft of his letter or not, and he decided that he would not.  But when she came into his study on her return he showed it her.

She read it in silence, and then she seemed to temporize in asking, “Where are her two letters?”

“I’ve sent them back with the answer.”

His mother let the paper drop from her hands.  “Philip!  You haven’t sent this!”

“Yes, I have.  It wasn’t what I wanted to make it, but I wished to get the detestable experience out of my mind, and it was the best I could do at the moment.  Don’t you like it?”

“Oh—­” She seemed beginning to say something, but without saying anything she took the fallen leaf up and read it again.

“Well!” he demanded, with impatience.

“Oh, you may have been right.  I hope you’ve not been wrong.”

“Mother!”

“She deserved the severest things you could say; and yet—­”

“Well?”

“Perhaps she was punished enough already.”

“What do you mean?”

“I don’t like your being-vindictive.”

“Vindictive?”

“Being so terribly just, then.”  She added, at his blank stare, “This is killing, Philip.”

He gave a bitter laugh.  “I don’t think it will kill her.  She isn’t that kind.”

“She’s a girl,” his mother said, with a kind of sad absence.

“But not a single-minded girl, you warned me.  I wish I could have taken your warning.  It would have saved me from playing the fool before myself and giving myself away to Armiger, and letting him give himself away.  I don’t think Miss Brown will suffer much before she dies.  She will ’get together,’ as she calls it, with that other girl and have ’a real good time’ over it.  You know the village type and the village conditions, where the vulgar ignorance of any larger world is so thick you could cut it with a knife.  Don’t be troubled by my vindictiveness or my justice, mother!  I begin to think I have done justice and not fallen short of it, as I was afraid.”