nor understand him, and by whom, since one or the
other must needs happen, he would rather be injured
than obliged. Strange, too, for one who has
kept his calmness throughout the contest, to observe
the bloodthirstiness that is developed in the hour
of triumph, and to be conscious that he is himself
among its objects! There are few uglier traits
of human nature than this tendency—which
I now witnessed in men no worse than their neighbours—to
grow cruel, merely because they possessed the power
of inflicting harm. If the guillotine, as applied
to office-holders, were a literal fact, instead of
one of the most apt of metaphors, it is my sincere
belief that the active members of the victorious party
were sufficiently excited to have chopped off all
our heads, and have thanked Heaven for the opportunity!
It appears to me—who have been a calm and
curious observer, as well in victory as defeat—that
this fierce and bitter spirit of malice and revenge
has never distinguished the many triumphs of my own
party as it now did that of the Whigs. The Democrats
take the offices, as a general rule, because they
need them, and because the practice of many years has
made it the law of political warfare, which unless
a different system be proclaimed, it was weakness
and cowardice to murmur at. But the long habit
of victory has made them generous. They know
how to spare when they see occasion; and when they
strike, the axe may be sharp indeed, but its edge
is seldom poisoned with ill-will; nor is it their
custom ignominiously to kick the head which they have
just struck off.
In short, unpleasant as was my predicament, at best,
I saw much reason to congratulate myself that I was
on the losing side rather than the triumphant one.
If, heretofore, I had been none of the warmest of
partisans I began now, at this season of peril and
adversity, to be pretty acutely sensible with which
party my predilections lay; nor was it without something
like regret and shame that, according to a reasonable
calculation of chances, I saw my own prospect of retaining
office to be better than those of my democratic brethren.
But who can see an inch into futurity beyond his
nose? My own head was the first that fell.
The moment when a man’s head drops off is seldom
or never, I am inclined to think, precisely the most
agreeable of his life. Nevertheless, like the
greater part of our misfortunes, even so serious a
contingency brings its remedy and consolation with
it, if the sufferer will but make the best rather
than the worst, of the accident which has befallen
him. In my particular case the consolatory topics
were close at hand, and, indeed, had suggested themselves
to my meditations a considerable time before it was
requisite to use them. In view of my previous
weariness of office, and vague thoughts of resignation,
my fortune somewhat resembled that of a person who
should entertain an idea of committing suicide, and
although beyond his hopes, meet with the good hap