case, and let the beams draw colour from those stones.
Yes, they were of the first water! But, at the
hard closing snap of the case, another cold shiver
ran through his nerves; and he walked on faster, clenching
his gloved hands in the pockets of his coat, almost
hoping she would not be in. The thought of how
mysterious she was again beset him. Dining alone
there night after night—in an evening dress,
too, as if she were making believe to be in society!
Playing the piano—to herself! Not
even a dog or cat, so far as he had seen. And
that reminded him suddenly of the mare he kept for
station work at Mapledurham. If ever he went
to the stable, there she was quite alone, half asleep,
and yet, on her home journeys going more freely than
on her way out, as if longing to be back and lonely
in her stable! ‘I would treat her well,’
he thought incoherently. ‘I would be very
careful.’ And all that capacity for home
life of which a mocking Fate seemed for ever to have
deprived him swelled suddenly in Soames, so that he
dreamed dreams opposite South Kensington Station.
In the King’s Road a man came slithering out
of a public house playing a concertina. Soames
watched him for a moment dance crazily on the pavement
to his own drawling jagged sounds, then crossed over
to avoid contact with this piece of drunken foolery.
A night in the lock-up! What asses people were!
But the man had noticed his movement of avoidance,
and streams of genial blasphemy followed him across
the street. ‘I hope they’ll run him
in,’ thought Soames viciously. ’To
have ruffians like that about, with women out alone!’
A woman’s figure in front had induced this
thought. Her walk seemed oddly familiar, and
when she turned the corner for which he was bound,
his heart began to beat. He hastened on to the
corner to make certain. Yes! It was Irene;
he could not mistake her walk in that little drab
street. She threaded two more turnings, and
from the last corner he saw her enter her block of
flats. To make sure of her now, he ran those
few paces, hurried up the stairs, and caught her standing
at her door. He heard the latchkey in the lock,
and reached her side just as she turned round, startled,
in the open doorway.
“Don’t be alarmed,” he said, breathless.
“I happened to see you. Let me come in
a minute.”
She had put her hand up to her breast, her face was
colourless, her eyes widened by alarm. Then
seeming to master herself, she inclined her head,
and said: “Very well.”
Soames closed the door. He, too, had need to
recover, and when she had passed into the sitting-room,
waited a full minute, taking deep breaths to still
the beating of his heart. At this moment, so
fraught with the future, to take out that morocco
case seemed crude. Yet, not to take it out left
him there before her with no preliminary excuse for
coming. And in this dilemma he was seized with
impatience at all this paraphernalia of excuse and
justification. This was a scene—it
could be nothing else, and he must face it.
He heard her voice, uncomfortably, pathetically soft: