Girl. [Peering at him] Another man said that to me. But he was thinkin’ of his fun. You are a veree ni-ice boy; I am so glad I met you. You see the good in people, don’t you? That is the first thing in the world—because—there is really not much good in people, you know.
Young off. [Smiling] You are a dreadful little cynic! But of course you are!
Girl. Cyneec? How long do you think I would live if I was not a cyneec? I should drown myself to-morrow. Perhaps there are good people, but, you see, I don’t know them.
Young off. I know lots.
Girl. [Leaning towards him] Well now—see, ni-ice boy—you haf never been in a hole, haf you?
Young off. I suppose not a real hole.
Girl. No, I should think not, with your face. Well, suppose I am still a good girl, as I was once, you know; and you took me to your mother and your sisters and you said: “Here is a little German girl that has no work, and no money, and no friends.” They will say: “Oh! how sad! A German girl!” And they will go and wash their hands.
[The officer, is silent, staring at her.]
Girl. You see.
Young off. [Muttering] I’m sure there are people.
Girl. No. They would not take a German, even if she was good. Besides, I don’t want to be good any more—I am not a humbug; I have learned to be bad. Aren’t you going to kees me, ni-ice boy?
She puts her face close to his. Her eyes trouble him; he draws back.
Young off. Don’t. I’d rather not, if you don’t mind. [She looks at him fixedly, with a curious inquiring stare] It’s stupid. I don’t know—but you see, out there, and in hospital, life’s different. It’s—it’s—it isn’t mean, you know. Don’t come too close.
Girl. Oh! You are fun——[She stops] Eesn’t it light. No Zeps to-night. When they burn—what a ’orrble death! And all the people cheer. It is natural. Do you hate us veree much?
Young off. [Turning sharply] Hate? I don’t know.
Girl. I don’t hate even the English—I despise them. I despise my people too; even more, because they began this war. Oh! I know that. I despise all the peoples. Why haf they made the world so miserable —why haf they killed all our lives—hundreds and thousands and millions of lives—all for noting? They haf made a bad world— everybody hating, and looking for the worst everywhere. They haf made me bad, I know. I believe no more in anything. What is there to believe in? Is there a God? No! Once I was teaching little English children their prayers—isn’t that funnee? I was reading to them about Christ and love. I believed all those things. Now I believe noting at all—no one who is not a fool or a liar can believe. I would