Complete Project Gutenberg John Galsworthy Works eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 6,432 pages of information about Complete Project Gutenberg John Galsworthy Works.

Complete Project Gutenberg John Galsworthy Works eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 6,432 pages of information about Complete Project Gutenberg John Galsworthy Works.

Girl. [Peering at him] Another man said that to me.  But he was thinkin’ of his fun.  You are a veree ni-ice boy; I am so glad I met you.  You see the good in people, don’t you?  That is the first thing in the world—­because—­there is really not much good in people, you know.

Young off. [Smiling] You are a dreadful little cynic!  But of course you are!

Girl.  Cyneec?  How long do you think I would live if I was not a cyneec?  I should drown myself to-morrow.  Perhaps there are good people, but, you see, I don’t know them.

Young off.  I know lots.

Girl. [Leaning towards him] Well now—­see, ni-ice boy—­you haf never been in a hole, haf you?

Young off.  I suppose not a real hole.

Girl.  No, I should think not, with your face.  Well, suppose I am still a good girl, as I was once, you know; and you took me to your mother and your sisters and you said:  “Here is a little German girl that has no work, and no money, and no friends.”  They will say:  “Oh! how sad!  A German girl!” And they will go and wash their hands.

     [The officer, is silent, staring at her.]

Girl.  You see.

Young off. [Muttering] I’m sure there are people.

Girl.  No.  They would not take a German, even if she was good.  Besides, I don’t want to be good any more—­I am not a humbug; I have learned to be bad.  Aren’t you going to kees me, ni-ice boy?

She puts her face close to his.  Her eyes trouble him; he draws back.

Young off.  Don’t.  I’d rather not, if you don’t mind. [She looks at him fixedly, with a curious inquiring stare] It’s stupid.  I don’t know—­but you see, out there, and in hospital, life’s different.  It’s—­it’s—­it isn’t mean, you know.  Don’t come too close.

Girl.  Oh!  You are fun——­[She stops] Eesn’t it light.  No Zeps to-night.  When they burn—­what a ’orrble death!  And all the people cheer.  It is natural.  Do you hate us veree much?

Young off. [Turning sharply] Hate?  I don’t know.

Girl.  I don’t hate even the English—­I despise them.  I despise my people too; even more, because they began this war.  Oh!  I know that.  I despise all the peoples.  Why haf they made the world so miserable —­why haf they killed all our lives—­hundreds and thousands and millions of lives—­all for noting?  They haf made a bad world—­ everybody hating, and looking for the worst everywhere.  They haf made me bad, I know.  I believe no more in anything.  What is there to believe in?  Is there a God?  No!  Once I was teaching little English children their prayers—­isn’t that funnee?  I was reading to them about Christ and love.  I believed all those things.  Now I believe noting at all—­no one who is not a fool or a liar can believe.  I would

Copyrights
Project Gutenberg
Complete Project Gutenberg John Galsworthy Works from Project Gutenberg. Public domain.