[She stops from the
over-quivering of her lips. Jill, standing
beside the chair, strokes
her shoulder. Hillcrist stands very
still, painfully biting
at a finger.]
You see, my father went bankrupt, and I was in a shop——
Hillcrist. [Soothingly, and to prevent disclosures] Yes, yes; Yes, yes!
Chloe. I never gave a man away or did anything I was ashamed of—at least—I mean, I had to make my living in all sorts of ways, and then I met Charlie.
[Again she stopped from the quivering of her lips.]
Jill. It’s all right.
Chloe. He thought I was respectable, and that was such a relief, you can’t think, so—so I let him.
Jill. Dodo! It’s awful
Hillcrist. It is!
Chloe. And after I married him, you see, I fell in love. If I had before, perhaps I wouldn’t have dared only, I don’t know—you never know, do you? When there’s a straw going, you catch at it.
Jill. Of course you do.
Chloe. And now, you see, I’m going to have a child.
Jill. [Aghast] Oh! Are you?
Hillcrist. Good God!
Chloe. [Dully] I’ve been on hot bricks all this month, ever since that day here. I knew it was in the wind. What gets in the wind never gets out. [She rises and throws out her arms] Never! It just blows here and there [Desolately] and then—blows home. [Her voice changes to resentment] But I’ve paid for being a fool— ’tisn’t fun, that sort of life, I can tell you. I’m not ashamed and repentant, and all that. If it wasn’t for him! I’m afraid he’ll never forgive me; it’s such a disgrace for him—and then, to have his child! Being fond of him, I feel it much worse than anything I ever felt, and that’s saying a good bit. It is.
Jill. [Energetically] Look here! He simply mustn’t find out.
Chloe. That’s it; but it’s started, and he’s bound to keep on because he knows there’s something. A man isn’t going to be satisfied when there’s something he suspects about his wife, Charlie wouldn’t never. He’s clever, and he’s jealous; and he’s coming here.
[She stops, and looks round wildly, listening.]
Jill. Dodo, what can we say to put him clean off the scent?
Hillcrist. Anything—in reason.
Chloe. [Catching at this straw] You will! You see, I don’t know what I’ll do. I’ve got soft, being looked after—he does love me. And if he throws me off, I’ll go under—that’s all.
Hillcrist. Have you any suggestion?
Chloe. [Eagerly] The only thing is to tell him something positive, something he’ll believe, that’s not too bad—like my having been a lady clerk with those people who came here, and having been dismissed on suspicion of taking money. I could get him to believe that wasn’t true.