but at sections of his face in the glittering back
of its opened case. He had a temporary spot over
one eyebrow, and it displeased him, for it must have
displeased her. Crum never had any spots.
Together with Crum rose the scene in the promenade
of the Pandemonium. To-day he had not had the
faintest desire to unbosom himself to Holly about his
father. His father lacked poetry, the stirrings
of which he was feeling for the first time in his
nineteen years. The Liberty, with Cynthia Dark,
that almost mythical embodiment of rapture; the Pandemonium,
with the woman of uncertain age—both seemed
to Val completely ‘off,’ fresh from communion
with this new, shy, dark-haired young cousin of his.
She rode ’Jolly well,’ too, so that it
had been all the more flattering that she had let
him lead her where he would in the long gallops of
Richmond Park, though she knew them so much better
than he did. Looking back on it all, he was mystified
by the barrenness of his speech; he felt that he could
say ’an awful lot of fetching things’
if he had but the chance again, and the thought that
he must go back to Littlehampton on the morrow, and
to Oxford on the twelfth—’to that
beastly exam,’ too—without the faintest
chance of first seeing her again, caused darkness to
settle on his spirit even more quickly than on the
evening. He should write to her, however, and
she had promised to answer. Perhaps, too, she
would come up to Oxford to see her brother.
That thought was like the first star, which came out
as he rode into Padwick’s livery stables in the
purlieus of Sloane Square. He got off and stretched
himself luxuriously, for he had ridden some twenty-five
good miles. The Dartie within him made him chaffer
for five minutes with young Padwick concerning the
favourite for the Cambridgeshire; then with the words,
“Put the gee down to my account,” he walked
away, a little wide at the knees, and flipping his
boots with his knotty little cane. ’I don’t
feel a bit inclined to go out,’ he thought.
‘I wonder if mother will stand fizz for my last
night!’ With ‘fizz’ and recollection,
he could well pass a domestic evening.
When he came down, speckless after his bath, he found
his mother scrupulous in a low evening dress, and,
to his annoyance, his Uncle Soames. They stopped
talking when he came in; then his uncle said:
“He’d better be told.”
At those words, which meant something about his father,
of course, Val’s first thought was of Holly.
Was it anything beastly? His mother began speaking.
“Your father,” she said in her fashionably
appointed voice, while her fingers plucked rather
pitifully at sea-green brocade, “your father,
my dear boy, has—is not at Newmarket; he’s
on his way to South America. He—he’s
left us.”
Val looked from her to Soames. Left them!
Was he sorry? Was he fond of his father?
It seemed to him that he did not know. Then,
suddenly—as at a whiff of gardenias and
cigars—his heart twitched within him, and
he was sorry. One’s father belonged to
one, could not go off in this fashion—it
was not done! Nor had he always been the ‘bounder’
of the Pandemonium promenade. There were precious
memories of tailors’ shops and horses, tips
at school, and general lavish kindness, when in luck.