She lifts a green paper
screw of tobacco from the debris round
the armchair and taps
on the door. It opens. Clare moves
restlessly across the
room.
Mrs. Miler. [Speaking into the room] The tobaccer. The lady’s waitin’.
Clare has stopped before a reproduction of Titian’s picture “Sacred and Profane Love.” Mrs. Miler stands regarding her with a Chinese smile. Malise enters, a thread of tobacco still hanging to his cheek.
Malise. [Taking Mrs. MILER’s hat off the table and handing it to her] Do the other room.
[Enigmatically she goes.]
Malise. Jolly of you to come. Can I do anything?
Clare. I want advice-badly.
Malise. What! Spreading your wings?
Clare. Yes.
Malise. Ah! Proud to have given you that advice. When?
Clare. The morning after you gave it me . . .
Malise. Well?
Clare. I went down to my people. I knew it would hurt my Dad frightfully, but somehow I thought I could make him see. No good. He was awfully sweet, only—he couldn’t.
Malise. [Softly] We English love liberty in those who don’t belong to us. Yes.
Clare. It was horrible. There were the children—and my old nurse. I could never live at home now. They’d think I was——. Impossible —utterly! I’d made up my mind to go back to my owner—And then— he came down himself. I couldn’t d it. To be hauled back and begin all over again; I simply couldn’t. I watched for a chance; and ran to the station, and came up to an hotel.
Malise. Bravo!
Clare. I don’t know—no pluck this morning! You see, I’ve got to earn my living—no money; only a few things I can sell. All yesterday I was walking about, looking at the women. How does anyone ever get a chance?
Malise. Sooner than you should hurt his dignity by working, your husband would pension you off.
Clare. If I don’t go back to him I couldn’t take it.
Malise. Good!
Clare. I’ve thought of nursing, but it’s a long training, and I do so hate watching pain. The fact is, I’m pretty hopeless; can’t even do art work. I came to ask you about the stage.
Malise. Have you ever acted? [Clare shakes her head] You mightn’t think so, but I’ve heard there’s a prejudice in favour of training. There’s Chorus—I don’t recommend it. How about your brother?
Clare. My brother’s got nothing to spare, and he wants to get married; and he’s going back to India in September. The only friend I should care to bother is Mrs. Fullarton, and she’s—got a husband.
Malise. I remember the gentleman.