Mrs. Fullarton. Of course—the only thing is that——
Clare. [With a faint smile] It’s all right, Dolly. I’m not coming.
Mrs. Fullarton. Oh! don’t do anything desperate, Clare—you are so desperate sometimes. You ought to make terms—not tracks.
Clare. Haggle? [She shakes her head] What have I got to make terms with? What he still wants is just what I hate giving.
Mrs. Fullarton. But, Clare——
Clare. No, Dolly; even you don’t understand. All day and every day —just as far apart as we can be—and still—Jolly, isn’t it? If you’ve got a soul at all.
Mrs. Fullarton. It’s awful, really.
Clare. I suppose there are lots of women who feel as I do, and go on with it; only, you see, I happen to have something in me that—comes to an end. Can’t endure beyond a certain time, ever.
She has taken a flower
from her dress, and suddenly tears it to
bits. It is the
only sign of emotion she has given.
Mrs. Fullarton. [Watching] Look here, my child; this won’t do. You must get a rest. Can’t Reggie take you with him to India for a bit?
Clare. [Shaking her head] Reggie lives on his pay.
Mrs. Fullarton. [With one of her quick looks] That was Mr. Malise, then?
Fullarton. [Coming towards them] I say, Mrs. Dedmond, you wouldn’t sing me that little song you sang the other night, [He hums] “If I might be the falling bee and kiss thee all the day”? Remember?
Mrs. Fullarton. “The falling dew,” Edward. We simply must go, Clare. Good-night. [She kisses her.]
Fullarton. [Taking half-cover between his wife and Clare] It suits you down to the ground-that dress.
Clare. Good-night.
Huntingdon sees
them out. Left alone Clare clenches her
hands,
moves swiftly across
to the window, and stands looking out.
Huntingdon. [Returning] Look here, Clare!
Clare. Well, Reggie?
Huntingdon. This is working up for a mess, old girl. You can’t do this kind of thing with impunity. No man’ll put up with it. If you’ve got anything against George, better tell me. [Clare shakes her head] You ought to know I should stick by you. What is it? Come?
Clare. Get married, and find out after a year that she’s the wrong person; so wrong that you can’t exchange a single real thought; that your blood runs cold when she kisses you—then you’ll know.
Huntingdon. My dear old girl, I don’t want to be a brute; but it’s a bit difficult to believe in that, except in novels.
Clare. Yes, incredible, when you haven’t tried.