heart. The mare snuffled; we turned and made
down-hill. And still the mist thickened, and
seemed to darken ever so little; we went slowly, suddenly
doubtful of all that was in front. There came
into our minds visions, so distant in that darkening
vapour, of a warm stall and manger of oats; of tea
and a log fire. The mist seemed to have fingers
now, long, dark white, crawling fingers; it seemed,
too, to have in its sheer silence a sort of muttered
menace, a shuddery lurkingness, as if from out of it
that spirit of the unknown, which in hot blood we had
just now so gleefully mocked, were creeping up at
us, intent on its vengeance. Since the ground
no longer sloped, we could not go down-hill; there
were no means left of telling in what direction we
were moving, and we stopped to listen. There
was no sound, not one tiny noise of water, wind in
trees, or man; not even of birds or the moor ponies.
And the mist darkened. The mare reached her
head down and walked on, smelling at the heather; every
time she sniffed, one’s heart quivered, hoping
she had found the way. She threw up her head,
snorted, and stood still; and there passed just in
front of us a pony and her foal, shapes of scampering
dusk, whisked like blurred shadows across a sheet.
Hoof-silent in the long heather—as ever
were visiting ghosts—they were gone in a
flash. The mare plunged forward, following.
But, in the feel of her gallop, and the feel of my
heart, there was no more that ecstasy of facing the
unknown; there was only the cold, hasty dread of loneliness.
Far asunder as the poles were those two sensations,
evoked by this same motion. The mare swerved
violently and stopped. There, passing within
three yards, from the same direction as before, the
soundless shapes of the pony and her foal flew by
again, more intangible, less dusky now against the
darker screen. Were we, then, to be haunted by
those bewildering uncanny ones, flitting past ever
from the same direction? This time the mare did
not follow, but stood still; knowing as well as I
that direction was quite lost. Soon, with a
whimper, she picked her way on again, smelling at the
heather. And the mist darkened!
Then, out of the heart of that dusky whiteness, came
a tiny sound; we stood, not breathing, turning our
heads. I could see the mare’s eye fixed
and straining at the vapour. The tiny sound grew
till it became the muttering of wheels. The
mare dashed forward. The muttering ceased untimely;
but she did not stop; turning abruptly to the left,
she slid, scrambled, and dropped into a trot.
The mist seemed whiter below us; we were on the road.
And involuntarily there came from me a sound, not
quite a shout, not quite an oath. I saw the mare’s
eye turn back, faintly derisive, as who should say:
Alone I did it! Then slowly, comfortably, a
little ashamed, we jogged on, in the mood of men and
horses when danger is over. So pleasant it seemed
now, in one short half-hour, to have passed through
the circle-swing of the emotions, from the ecstasy
of hot recklessness to the clutching of chill fear.
But the meeting-point of those two sensations we
had left out there on the mysterious moor! Why,
at one moment, had we thought it finer than anything
on earth to risk the breaking of our necks; and the
next, shuddered at being lost in the darkening mist
with winter night fast coming on?