door. Only five days he had been away, but they
had been so full of emotion that the empty familiar
building seemed almost strange to him. He had
come there unconsciously, groping for anchorage and
guidance in this sudden change of relationship between
him and his daughters. He stood by the pale
brazen eagle, staring into the chancel. The choir
were wanting new hymn-books—he must not
forget to order them! His eyes sought the stained-glass
window he had put in to the memory of his wife.
The sun, too high to slant, was burnishing its base,
till it glowed of a deep sherry colour. “In
the next world!” What strange words of Noel’s!
His eyes caught the glimmer of the organ-pipes; and,
mounting to the loft, he began to play soft chords
wandering into each other. He finished, and
stood gazing down. This space within high walls,
under high vaulted roof, where light was toned to
a perpetual twilight, broken here and there by a little
glow of colour from glass and flowers, metal, and dark
wood, was his home, his charge, his refuge. Nothing
moved down there, and yet—was not emptiness
mysteriously living, the closed-in air imprinted in
strange sort, as though the drone of music and voices
in prayer and praise clung there still? Had
not sanctity a presence? Outside, a barrel-organ
drove its tune along; a wagon staggered on the paved
street, and the driver shouted to his horses; some
distant guns boomed out in practice, and the rolling
of wheels on wheels formed a net of sound. But
those invading noises were transmuted to a mere murmuring
in here; only the silence and the twilight were real
to Pierson, standing there, a little black figure
in a great empty space.
When he left the church, it was still rather early
to go to Leila’s hospital; and, having ordered
the new hymn-books, he called in at the house of a
parishioner whose son had been killed in France.
He found her in her kitchen; an oldish woman who
lived by charing. She wiped a seat for the Vicar.
“I was just makin’ meself a cup o’
tea, sir.”
“Ah! What a comfort tea is, Mrs. Soles!”
And he sat down, so that she should feel “at
home.”
“Yes; it gives me ’eart-burn; I take eight
or ten cups a day, now. I take ’em strong,
too. I don’t seem able to get on without
it. I ’ope the young ladies are well,
sir?”
“Very well, thank you. Miss Noel is going
to begin nursing, too.”
“Deary-me! She’s very young; but
all the young gells are doin’ something these
days. I’ve got a niece in munitions-makin’
a pretty penny she is. I’ve been meanin’
to tell you—I don’t come to church
now; since my son was killed, I don’t seem to
’ave the ’eart to go anywhere—’aven’t
been to a picture-palace these three months.
Any excitement starts me cryin’.”
“I know; but you’d find rest in church.”
Mrs. Soles shook her head, and the small twisted bob
of her discoloured hair wobbled vaguely.