Complete Project Gutenberg John Galsworthy Works eBook

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Complete Project Gutenberg John Galsworthy Works eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 6,432 pages of information about Complete Project Gutenberg John Galsworthy Works.
in Nature’s arrangements, a wretched villainy on the part of Man—­for his own death, like all those other millions of premature deaths, would have been due to the idiocy and brutality of men!  He could smile now, with Gratian looking down at him, but the experience had heaped fuel on a fire which had always smouldered in his doctor’s soul against that half emancipated breed of apes, the human race.  Well, now he would get a few days off from his death-carnival!  And he lay, feasting his returning senses on his wife.  She made a pretty nurse, and his practised eye judged her a good one—­firm and quiet.

George Laird was thirty.  At the opening of the war he was in an East-End practice, and had volunteered at once for service with the Army.  For the first nine months he had been right up in the thick of it.  A poisoned arm; rather than the authorities, had sent him home.  During that leave he married Gratian.  He had known the Piersons some time; and, made conscious of the instability of life, had resolved to marry her at the first chance he got.  For his father-in-law he had respect and liking, ever mixed with what was not quite contempt and not quite pity.  The blend of authority with humility, cleric with dreamer, monk with artist, mystic with man of action, in Pierson, excited in him an interested, but often irritated, wonder.  He saw things so differently himself, and had little of the humorous curiosity which enjoys what is strange simply because it is strange.  They could never talk together without soon reaching a point when he wanted to say:  “If we’re not to trust our reason and our senses for what they’re worth, sir—­will you kindly tell me what we are to trust?  How can we exert them to the utmost in some matters, and in others suddenly turn our backs on them?” Once, in one of their discussions, which often bordered on acrimony, he had expounded himself at length.

“I grant,” he had said, “that there’s a great ultimate Mystery, that we shall never know anything for certain about the origin of life and the principle of the Universe; but why should we suddenly shut up our enquiring apparatus and deny all the evidence of our reason—­say, about the story of Christ, or the question of a future life, or our moral code?  If you want me to enter a temple of little mysteries, leaving my reason and senses behind—­as a Mohammedan leaves his shoes—­it won’t do to say to me simply:  ‘There it is!  Enter!’ You must show me the door; and you can’t!  And I’ll tell you why, sir.  Because in your brain there’s a little twist which is not in mine, or the lack of a little twist which is in mine.  Nothing more than that divides us into the two main species of mankind, one of whom worships, and one of whom doesn’t.  Oh, yes!  I know; you won’t admit that, because it makes your religions natural instead of what you call supernatural.  But I assure you there’s nothing more to it.  Your eyes look up or they look down—­they never look straight before them.  Well, mine do just the opposite.”

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