The subject presented in the memorial is one upon which I have thought much for weeks past, and I may even say for months.  I am approached with the most opposite opinions and advice, and that by religious men, who are equally certain that they represent the Divine will.  I am sure that either the one or the other class is mistaken in that belief, and perhaps in some respects both.  I hope it will not be irreverent for me to say that if it is probable that God would reveal his will to others, on a point so connected with my duty, it might be supposed he would reveal it directly to me; for, unless I am more deceived in myself than I often am, it is my earnest desire to know the will of Providence in this matter.  And if I can learn what it is I will do it!  These are not, however, the days of miracles, and I suppose it will be granted that I am not to expect a direct revelation.  I must study the plain physical facts of the case, ascertain what is possible, and learn what appears to be wise and right.

The subject is difficult, and good men do not agree.  For instance, the other day, four gentlemen of standing and intelligence from New York called as a delegation on business connected with the war; but before leaving two of them earnestly besought me to proclaim general emancipation, upon which the other two at once attacked them.  You know also that the last session of Congress had a decided majority of antislavery men, yet they could not unite on this policy.  And the same is true of the religious people.  Why, the rebel soldiers are praying with a great deal more earnestness, I fear, than our own troops, and expecting God to favor their side:  for one of our soldiers who had been taken prisoner told Senator Wilson a few days since that he met nothing so discouraging as the evident sincerity of those he was among in their prayers.  But we will talk over the merits of the case.

What good would a proclamation of emancipation from me do, especially as we are now situated?  I do not want to issue a document that the whole world will see must necessarily be inoperative, like the Pope’s bull against the comet!  Would my word free the slaves, when I cannot even enforce the Constitution in the rebel States?  Is there a single court, or magistrate or individual that would be influenced by it there?  And what reason is there to think it would have any greater effect upon the slaves than the late law of Congress, which I approved, and which offers protection and freedom to the slaves of rebel masters who come within our lines?  Yet I cannot learn that that law has caused a single slave to come over to us.  And suppose they could be induced by a proclamation of freedom from me to throw themselves upon us, what should we do with them?  How can we feed and care for such a multitude?  General Butler wrote me a few days since that he was issuing more rations to the slaves who have rushed to him than to all the white troops under his command.